It's like the most pointless mental exercise. Thinking about what could have been. Every truecel has that ritual where we replay the movie of our lives but with a different script. Different childhood, different genes, different country, different first approach. "What if I had been born 6'3 with forward growth and hunter eyes", "What if genetic recombination had turned out a little better", "What if I had never found .is and stayed bluepilled". In each version there is an alternate us. None of it happened though, and none of it could have happened. The dice rolled at conception and just physics played out. What a pointless fantasy but how inevitable to think about it.
