It's Over What are you running away from, what are you hiding from?

[hierophant]

I lived in my head,
I lived in my room-
for 25 years of my life.

We lived in the same house
for years, for years and years.

Did you not once hear me cry?
did you not hear me sigh?

I've lived 25 years laying in my bed
and you tell me what I'm hiding from?
What I'm running away from?

So since now all of a sudden you care,
here is my answer!

I'm running away from the horror's of my mind,
The alcohol numbs me of this pain,
I can't escape it so I numb it.
I stare at a screen, day to day-
so I can live life another way.

You care so much so hears the truth.
I love pornography, free and pleasing to me.
I know I'll never touch them,
its enough to jack off to them.

I drink, I drink, I drink-
so I can relive nonexistence,
So I can slowly kill myself.

I hope I die,
my gift were cut short.
I know I never got to grow.

So I kill myself slowly for everyone know,
all for Gods great show.​

 

[The Wolf]

Traveler, there is no path.
The path is made by walking.

 

[chalk son]

from everything

 

[crucifixtion]

browns

 

[Whitefeminineboy]