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bedrottercel
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- Mar 20, 2025
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I know most people are gonna say weed but I’ve smoked weed on 3 separate occasions and I feel like I became schizophrenic or something the last 2 times. Idk if it’s because I smoked too much too fast or what but I’m not trying it again. Alcohol kinda helps but not enough plus it tastes horrible. I’ll drink it though and my tolerance of it is well because I’ve only ever had a hungover and threw up the first time I did. Maybe I should start drinking more to feel more effects I guess. I want something else though. I’ve been thinking about shrooms or ecstasy but I feel like those would fuck me up worse than weed mentally and I’m kinda scared now. My mental issues are so deep I can’t even escape them while high jfl. I was thinking about trying to get Xanax but idk if I could get them prepscribed legally and if I got them illegally I’m worried about them being laced with fent the same as other illegal drugs tbh. Plus the addiction part. All I’ve been doing is vaping and it’s pretty good. I like the taste of the ones I smoked but I don’t think it does much to relax me. My goal is to escape my OCD and social anxiety and be able to easily socialize