“Erm, I don’t really know you. Sorry, that's just how it is”
This. She was very cute and kind (atleast that's what I used to think about her). Even though we had been classmates since kindergarten. It was during 5th grade. I only wanted to be a good friend, try to get to know her, but she rejected me. A year later, we moved to secondary school and she happened to know a guy, whom, both of us never met in kindergarten or elementary school. Ironic.
“You’re a 2/10, and too fat. You're not Jung-kook. You're also way too immature for me, you have a baby face."
This. It was during 7th grade. I was like 152cm or something. I was almost obese for my size, baby face, giga recessed, crooked teeth, with a glass. Full nerdy vibe. She was also a fat one with a lot of acne to begin with. I tried to be friends with her for a few weeks, but that bitch was mouthy, and too judgmental, always had a problem with me despite me trying to be friendly. I approached her a few times and bought her some snacks. She later had a crush on a guy who is taller and skinner than me.
“No you look like a creepy weird dude.”
This happened when I was in grade 9. I moved to a different school, from the countryside to the city, because I was forced to, by my mom (we did have a house there) and I lived with my dad for almost 4 years. Being a new student at this school, I was very socially awkward but still somewhat sociable. I met a lot of people in the class but they seemed to have some sort of animosity towards me (later on I knew it was because of my looks). Met this girl sitting next to me, she was skinny, but also cute. Too bad she friendzoned me (I never got to ask her too) and got a different guy, whom she had been talking for weeks to me. Then there was this dark-skinned girl, who was way below my looksmatch, she sat above me, in the left group) but she was mouthy, and toxic. For the first time, I tried to approach her once and offered her some helps with English homework. During English lessons, she also didn't believe any of my answers while I was trying to give her the answers. She would talk behind my back a lot, but I didn't care. I even offered her some snacks that I bought at the cafeteria many times. She started asking me for help with English homework a lot after realising how good I was compared to the entire class. But she would call me creepy while talking to other girls, because I was socially awkward, also sweated a lot and had horrible smell. Wearing glasses with an ugly also made me a creep. Many times she proposed the opinion why, me sitting below her was a huge mistake. I was too smelly.
And I was rejected on that one day. While I was trying to give her some chocolate during Valentine's day (I was really lonely and saw my one of my cousins had a girlfriend, which made me em envious). I slowly sat next to her and offered it to her. She laughed and mocked me, saying: "Dude, hahahaha. You're so funny to think that a guy like you can ask a girl like me out? Look at yourself, you're fat and clumsy nerd. Stop being creepy. You're not my type, you smelly fat fuck."
Thank fuck she didn't make it loud.
*Says nothing and blocks me*
This. It was during this year on March. I had a crush on a girl in my uni class who was really cute (I would say she's an LTB, even for an Asian). I met her the first time in an English Speaking class (late 2024). Did throw some tantrum due to anger issues and a lack of sleep. But she looked really calm and socially awkward, I liked her since then. Although, most of the time, she would avoid me and we conversed very little. I decided to shoot my shot after a whole year of normalfagmaxxing (aka studying well, working in a part-time job as a student, drinking with normies and getting injected with false hope. These normies told me that I wasn't ugly). Things didn't go well, for me. And I thought red pill was the only way. Decided to text her for weeks and somehow got her amused. Just so one day I triple texted and made her realise that I had a crush on her. She became avoidant. Then one day, I went to class and sat 2 tables below her. The professor went in, assigned her group to present their work. Her performance was absolutely dogshit, but I still played along and tried to cheer her up, but she stared at me like a crazy bitch. You know, then, break time came, I approached her with a bag of chicken floss sponge cake. At first, I texted her, but for 10 minutes, never replied. I decided to go over her table and give it. She tried to ignore me, but I repeated many times, then with a harsh "NO!", as if she were yelling at me. Then 5 minutes later, she blocked me on the messaging app.
Well, I tried. There are also more stories I could share but typing too much makes me tired.
