Tranquil Fury
Overweight Spic Manletcel
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- Joined
- Aug 30, 2022
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OK, I admit it, I just can't bring myself to self term. I've tried many times to psyche myself into either overdosing or blowing my own head off, but just can't do it. It's a sin AND the chickenshit way out is what I was always raised to believe, and such a belief ingrained into my head makes it impossible for me to follow through.
Still, as I continue to watch all these couples, all these families, all these guys hooking up with women they don't care about, and women's emotional despondence being more common and brutal than ever, I just can't stand continuing to exist. I wanna die now more than ever, but don't want to end my own life. I considered suicide by cop, but if I don't succeed I could end up going to prison as a gimp or vegetable. Also considered provoking local thugs and criminals, but beaners tend to be lousy shots and I put my family and what few friends I still manage to have at risk.
Any other ideas on how to basically encourage or provoke someone else into getting the job done for me ? The quicker and more painless the better. Once again, self termination is just not an option...
Still, as I continue to watch all these couples, all these families, all these guys hooking up with women they don't care about, and women's emotional despondence being more common and brutal than ever, I just can't stand continuing to exist. I wanna die now more than ever, but don't want to end my own life. I considered suicide by cop, but if I don't succeed I could end up going to prison as a gimp or vegetable. Also considered provoking local thugs and criminals, but beaners tend to be lousy shots and I put my family and what few friends I still manage to have at risk.
Any other ideas on how to basically encourage or provoke someone else into getting the job done for me ? The quicker and more painless the better. Once again, self termination is just not an option...