
Coldone666
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During High School, it completely destroyed me mentally and i never recovered. And i realise now that both Physically and Mentally I'm a Subhuman.
I fucking hate the girl that made me like thisI wish I became black pilled at age thirteen. I grew up in a time when pick up artist bullshit was running rampant.
What happened brocel?I fucking hate the girl that made me like this
Graduating college must be painful.Round 22ish when i was near finishing my degree. All my friends, slow but steady, were getting gfs and talking about relationships while I was drifting into being an anomaly. Am 27 now![]()
Agepill is the most brutal pillI lost that glimmer of hope about a year ago. Ultimately what destroyed me wasn't height, or face or autism. It was the agepill. Because technically there is always hope for a better life. You can get plastic surgery, take social drugs and work on your personality. How well that would have worked is another question. But with the agepill it's just game over. No amount of looksmaxing will make me look 18 again. And I'm not obsessed with looking young per se, I just want jbs and they are attracted to young good looking guys.
But almost every man is good looking when he is young. The bar really isn't that high for young women. You only need to be at least low tier normie. Low tier normie, NT while being young is good enough to get a gf.
But now the suffering continues, it get's even worse. There are new dimensions to my suffering now. Where I realize I'm stuck with my shit personality. I can't have respect, I can't have a gf, but I also can't even have friends. My family doesn't like me, I'm truly alone and I'll always be alone with my pain. Boohoo cry me a river.
There is no age where it was over, it just continously gets worse.
You'd save a lot of timeHonestly, It was rather late in life. I am about to be 33 and I got into the black pill around the age of 28. Of course, before that I was trying to improve myself but nothing worked for me. Was rejected most of my life and I began to realize it was a waste of try to socialize with women. I wish I found out about the black pill mentality around the age of thirteen I would have had a much more productive life because I wouldn't have wasted it trying to get what I can't have. If I can go back in time To the age when I first hit puberty with my brain. Now I would be totally more equipped person to deal with my circumstances. I have, however, made a lot of improvements in the last five years since discovering that I was a incel so things have gotten more peaceful for me.
Graduation day was the worst one of them all. Just a big reminder that your "big chance" at a normal life just got washed awayGraduating college must be painful.
To be honest it was over after sophomore year.Graduation day was the worst one of them all. Just a big reminder that your "big chance" at a normal life just got washed away
15 but I’m only 18. It’s over for me even if I look ok cause I grew up with a southern family and am broke and live off Wendy’s value menu for one or 2 meals a dayHow old are you currently and what age did you realise that it's over? I'm especially curious to hear the oldcels answer to this
18How old are you currently and what age did you realise that it's over? I'm especially curious to hear the oldcels answer to this