My dad was an atheist because he was from up north but my mom is from the south and is a very VERY serious christian. Protestant to be specific, non denominational so in other words basically baptist. But i wouldnt label her baptist because shes probably fine with babies being baptized, she loves the idea of forcing religion on people.
My dad is a "happy wife happy life" cuck so when my mom wanted to raise us religiously, he just kind of went with it. But that never stopped him from watching porn and gore on the tv at full blast. Fucking retard scarred me so many times as a kid because of that.
My mom takes religion very seriously and is 100000000% certain that the bible is the unquestionable truth of the universe. There is not an ounce of doubt in her mind.
I didnt really have a problem with being raised religious. Of course there was always some doubt in my mind but i tried to push it back. I always felt silly whenever we did a group prayer or anything. My mom always told me to pray many times a day because god would help take away my worry and whatnot. I prayed countless times for god to take away my anxiety but obviously that never happened. Thousands of prayers and zero of them were ever answered.
I had many questions that had no answers. I would ask my mom (who has read the whole bible like 10+ times) many tough questions about Christianity, but she was never able to answer them. This further chipped away at my faith but i really wanted to be religous so i kept hanging on.
As my teen years went on and my life kept getting worse and i kept getting more depressed, it kept getting harder and harder to believe in a loving god who would deliberately make human nature and the world we live in inherently evil.
For a few years in my late teems my religioous status was jist kinda "idk" because i didnt (and still dont) want to associate with atheists. I loosely kinda believed in god but not too seriously.
Then i found the blackpill and realized im an incel and from there it only took a few months to lose the rest of my faith. Youre telling me a loving god made all men desire a woman, yet he also deliberately designed female biology so that they will only give companionship to the most attractive men????
So my religious upbringing didnt seem all that bad at the time, but it was far from ideal. Looking back, it basically confirmed my incel status and fcked me for middle school and hs. Just earlier tonight i wrote a comment about how i didnt learn how sex worked until i was 16. I was so innocent. I never stood a chance. When i entered high school i didnt even know that people had premarital sex. Freshman year I heard some bi normie talking about how he did it every other day with his gf, i was shocked. My peers would talk about doing drugs and i was appalled. My entire worldview collapsed. I came from a world where i went to a charter school where there were 20 kids per class and 40 kids per grade level, no phones in class, overall it was a pretty "clean" school for lack of a better word. No talk of drugs or alcohol from the students there is what i mean. I had a STRICT bedtime of 7:30pm and then when i got to 8th grade it was 8:00pm. No electronics allowed past bedtime. I wasnt allowed to play M or T rated games, just sports games. My mom didnt even like me playing minecraft because it was too violent. We werent allowed to talk about girls. We werent allowed to want a gf. We werent allowed to want romance. We werent allowed to make sex jokes. Sex topics/jokes were very stricly forbidden.
I was a good christian boy and that was all i ever knew.
And now suddenly im thrown into a public school where kids are drinking, having sex, partying, doing drugs, etc. God just talking about it makes me hate my life so much. I was so unprepared. I was so sheltered. Nobody took me seriously in hs, not just because i was a 4ft tall midget but also becausd i was an innocent little boy who tried to be a gentleman because thats what my retarded boomer parents taught me.
So in terms of early childhood, my religous upbringing was fine. Once teenage years hit, it fucked me. Im not one to curse that much but there's no other way to put it. It truly FUCKED me over.
Anywho this is way more than you cared to hear and i doubt anyone will read this but thats my story about being raised religous
TLDR innocent sheltered christian boy (me) has his worldview destroyed by high school and is doomed to inceldom from not being able to relate to my drug-doing sexhaving peers.