cleftpalatecel
Risperdal gave me tits
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I figure that as young children, lookism isn't really in the forefront of our minds. Even though I had (still have) a visible facial deformity, other kids would ask about it out of curiosity more than maliciousness. I was naturally extroverted and talkative, and it wasn't until the latter half of elementary school that other kids started giving me signals that they found me annoying when I initiated interactions. I can't pinpoint an exact moment, but it felt like I was slowly beat down into a high-inhib state and gradually ignored more and more. I was never close to girls, but in middle school I became completely isolated from them, and popular boys started acting "too cool" for me and shutting me out. I still wonder if somehow I could've retained my extroversion, although then I'd probably just be a jestermaxxer.
Were you guys low inhib originally? Or could you always tell you'd be an incel?
Were you guys low inhib originally? Or could you always tell you'd be an incel?