Happier before the blackpill. Ignorance is bliss,and the blackpill ruined my life.
You weren't happier before the black pill, you were happier before the realities of the black pill could truly affect your life. The only time ignorance is bliss could qualify as true in any of our live in relation to the black pill is when we were small children, and that's only half true, because its wasn't "not knowing" that made us happy, it was the fact that we lacked the "desires" to even make knowing relevant.
When you're a small child, with no libido and your only interest is games, tasty foods and entertainment whether you were black pilled or not wouldn't make a difference because your life is unaffected by it.
Its only when we reached the phases of "young adult" and "adulthood" do we get fucked as we have to worry about shit like a career, relationships, bills, etc. A lot of shit that has to do with social status and appearances.
For me in my case (and I'd think most cases) it would be somewhat false to claim I was happier, its more like I didn't know what I was missing out on, I wasn't aware of what was out there that should be upsetting to me to begin with. If anything I was somewhat frustrated because I would look at older kids and tell that there was something I was missing out on based on how they interacted with eachother.
You don't really know how to feel about those experiences because you don't know what you're missing out on.
Also for some of us I'm sure we were facing the harsh realities of the black pill whether we were aware of the term or its philosophy. If an invisible force is fucking with your life, I don't think it matters much whether it becomes visible or not if you can't do anything about it.