I used to troll a bit and kinda deny the Blackpill back during these days but I knew deep down it was accurate.
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I used to troll a bit and kinda deny the Blackpill back during these days but I knew deep down it was accurate.
Pic for reference
yes. i didnt know the phenomenon of normies talking shit behind peoples backs and being 2 faced so i thought they legit liked me and thought i was funny for jestermaxxing. 
Ya, I use to be.
No
Something between the bluepill and blackpill
I guess I was following the "just be nice bro" advice, then that didn't work then I became redpilled for a short amount of time, then became fully blackpilled and accepted the truth.
normies dont even follow their own advice kek
I was raised by commies on brutally leftist, progressive schools. It was a very sad process to come to the realization all those bluepilled beliefs are rooted on a huge load of either ignorance or mental illness.
You really feel it as if you had to amputate your childhood as if it was a rotten limb.
You really feel it as if you had to amputate your childhood as if it was a rotten limb.
I age mog you
Yeah, kinda.
Courtesy of my shithead bluepilled baby boomer parents.
Courtesy of my shithead bluepilled baby boomer parents.
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I was no pilled then the blackpill abducted me
More redpilled, I never had a bluepill phase, my life was too blackpilled at the beginning to have it bluepilled anywhere, I was accused of things I never did from a young age and was beaten up by a mob of kids back in day care at the age of 3, this wasn't a one time incident as it happened frequently. In pre-school I was blamed for pushing someone over and breaking his leg from the bike when actually I was there to help him get up. Wrong place at the wrong time. Essentially this incidient made me question human psyche since the beginning, I can vividly remember them accusing me of things I never did at the young age of 4, the injustice is why I can remember it so well, I questioned myself from then on, why is society so inconsistent in treatment and why was I treated so unjust?
This raised my questions about the true motives of people, I figured overtime it had something to do with my looks and not my skills or morality, because I saw those that those which were taller, whiter and better looking were treated much better by society despite many of them having lower apparent skills than me and adopting morally corrupt behaviours. Only the Chad can afford to be bluepilled growing up because of his experiences, but despite that I believe even a medium IQ Chad knows his capabilities so in a way he is also blackpilled.
Coming to High School, I knew certain traits were prized in society by this time so I thought I could ascend with surgeries, namely heightmaxxing and plastic surgeries but I realised the timepill counteracted my ambitions, by the time I would be able to save up $200,000 I would be an old fuck and there is no point in getting those surgeries. Even then, reaching that amount might not even be possible in my lifetime. That money could be spent on better things like buying a home, investing it in something valuable like land or simply saving it.
This raised my questions about the true motives of people, I figured overtime it had something to do with my looks and not my skills or morality, because I saw those that those which were taller, whiter and better looking were treated much better by society despite many of them having lower apparent skills than me and adopting morally corrupt behaviours. Only the Chad can afford to be bluepilled growing up because of his experiences, but despite that I believe even a medium IQ Chad knows his capabilities so in a way he is also blackpilled.
Coming to High School, I knew certain traits were prized in society by this time so I thought I could ascend with surgeries, namely heightmaxxing and plastic surgeries but I realised the timepill counteracted my ambitions, by the time I would be able to save up $200,000 I would be an old fuck and there is no point in getting those surgeries. Even then, reaching that amount might not even be possible in my lifetime. That money could be spent on better things like buying a home, investing it in something valuable like land or simply saving it.
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I used to be coping with existential crises rather than worrying about things like looks. I didn’t even start to care much about my looks until later on despite being hassled for my looks when I was younger. I was an underdeveloped framelet with glasses throughout my childhood on top of being non NT.
I did get called ugly like 1 or 2 times pre Covid but never pondered on it tbh. I was always NT pilled from my early teen years.
Lol I have some decent Blackpill experiences I’ve went through .
I don't fully understand the NTpill, the reason I'm an outcast, high inhib and supposedly simulate autistic behaviours is because of my looks and the experiences I went through as a child, there is no rocket science behind that, I became like that because the environment forced it upon me. How do you define the NTpill? because I have seen different versions of it around here
Well I mainly see it as applied to actual diagnoses autists, schizos, etc such as myself
I see. Personally I don't trust the kike doctors and their diagnosis, they prescribe pills to get us hooked on addictive drugs so they can make profits, especially China being the great middle man benefiting in billions of dollars from the fentanyl crisis in the US as for reparations because of what happened during the Opium Wars. These doctors get us to book more appointments for further diagnosis because they are greedy, personally I have seen people diagnosed with ADHD and depression but they seem much better off than me in their impulsiveness, life stat wise and how they generally seem to respond to life's challenges.
True a lot of people are genuinely mis diagnosed or tend to grow out of their disorders which does happen. However the opium war claim I don’t understand because was against the UK not the USA. The main issue with China vs the us is simply Cold War conflict & the fact that they’re both in competition for biggest superpower.
Do you think the Chinese care to differentiate between the UK and the US? The UK was the most powerful empire during the time of the opium wars, the US is the most powerful empire today and it is ruled by the same lineage that ruled the British Empire (WASP elites), so in a way they're fighting the similar/same entity. I agree with everything else though.
Technically Jews well Jews and wasp essentially but more so the Jews
Not really. I got bullied for my looks as a child and teenager which showed me how cruel humans can be if they don't like your genetics. I still had a bit of hope, but that died out when I reached my 20s.
Oddly enough I always assumed I was unliked because I was weird and ugly, wasn't really that complicated to me, most people around me never tried to bluepill me either.
We were all bluepilled at some point
Everyone was bluepilled once.
Society can do a real number on you with their BS.
Society can do a real number on you with their BS.
I was blackpilled for most of my life but there was a short period in high school where I was redpilled and thought that having a good body can make foids hate me less but they didn't give a shit in the end. Thinking about it makes me cringe. I remember I went to the gym with a fat friend of mine one time and I went full autist and told him how to properly lift weights depending on the exercise knowing that he's never going to do it ever again.
I have er memes from 2020
I have er memes from 2019
Why do u post on .org fag
Good forum
Most of us were. I only became blackpilled after turning 22.
Everyone was bluepilled at some point
We were all blue pills, especially when we were raised before the explosion of social media. That's why there is a stereotype with millennials. Being soy boys is because we bought into blue pill's. Pick up artist nonsense. Generation z, as well as alpha, are a lot more based because they have easier access to ideas that are prone on this site
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