Hopefully they give me cancer again or a heart attack.
It’ll only take four or five decades
I don't smoke even nearly enough for it to kill me anytime soon
wish smoking would kill me faster
Not when you had multiple methamphetamine overdoses, hardcore chemo drugs that destroy your heart, radiation, and psych drugs that fuck your heart up plus other heart toxic drugs. I cant even walk up stairs without loosing my breath. I had cousins that lived the same lifestyle as me and died around 35 years of age from sudden heart attacks the kind that kill you I got about 4-7 years.
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Cool bro
Unc is at half a heart jfl.
Could well be less than that, e.g. 20 years, e.g. lung cancer can well develop in that time. My uncle smoked for 17 years starting around 40 (medium smoker), he died 18 years later after he started, from lung cancer.
Not even all those things you listed, smoking on a medium scale can kill you after 15-20 years easily.
When add the amount of stress one is going through it can be just as bad as a pack of cigarettes and the awful shit one eats. I knoe mom dont have long left i think she has liver cancer but she refuses to see a doctor, I think she's trying to kill herself legitimately.
Dementia starts in your brain way way before you start showing symptoms visiblely im more than willing to bet if you got a Organic Brain scan they be able see it in the early stages. My dad is 50 now he has visable symptoms of Dementia and my mom whos not 49 or 48 now.
from smoking I assume?
Dementia? No from the stress of you probably deal with, do you have friends outside of this fourmn? I know if goes on long enough as child you actaully loose some of your empathy and its not repairable either and it can happen as an adult but you can repair that.
I don't have any friends. I am deformed and 5'4" short. I have autism. Brain scans I have had in the past do show lowered activity compared to early brain scans. I am almost 30, never dated, held hands, or kissed. I get treated badly by society.
Sweet release
They seen that on MRI scan they did with me in my pre frontal cortex were your emotions and emapthy are. You can get even more detailed brain scan but it costs a pretty penny though i would like to get one they can see all the brain damage you have and dysfunctional neurons that dont work properly anymore.
Lung cancer looks brutal though, I wouldn't want to die like that. Emphysema likewise. Not being able to breathe properly or without pain is like a nightmare to me.
there's better ways to do it than giving yourself cancer
No im saying I wouldnt care, im more than likely just gonna end up dying from what ever health condition I have. My liver is fucked my heart is fucked my kidneys are fucked and I probably Have MS or cancer again I think its more likely MS than brain cancer. People I used tweak with they end crying when they see how bad my health is it gets a little awkward.
God damn man is this shit genetic with you family or were you just unfortunate
I'm smoking too, sometimes full pack, mainly during struggling against normscum and foids
Its partly because of the chemo I had when I was 14 one of the drugs were extremely cardiotoxic plus i been a bunch psych drugs which which have similar effect. You add all the sketchy research chemicals I took from china which coulda had god knows what type heavy metals in them. I didn't devolpe celiac disease until I took the DTAP jab and my MS symptoms didn't start until I took the covid jab.
So bad luck then, why you took the covid jab tho isnt that optional.
I woulda got kicked out of my parents house.
Fucked up then when ever I hung out with friends they made stay in the basement with a mask on for 2 weeks if I went upstairs, absolutely maddening horseshit. Thats what the retards in our government did to these people had them so scared to go outside for a viruse that may or may not of existed. I told them im never doing a lock down again it took me 2 years to be able to leave the house without a mask because of the anxiety i got from people looking at my face.
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thats some rotten luck you been handed man. And your friends are kinda retarded for that.
No my parents that did that not my friends
I meant your friends with the whole basement thing
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