Ellsworth
Chad but they let me post here anyway
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Can’t remember my exact age but would guess around 14 or 15. This roastie whom I did not know asked me if I could help her. She had a knot in her shoe lace and asked if I could help her with it. Tbh I can’t recall if she had long fingernails or whatever. Anyway to the best of my recollection I helped her and continued on my way.
The interesting part is that she had me help her while wearing the shoe, so it required me to be somewhat close to her. If that happened today I would get some sort of sexual thrill (if she was at all attractive) out of it. But back then I wasn’t a pervert. But I did ponder the reason. Was it because she thought I was just a young kid and so it was no bid deal to have me help her with her shoe. Or did she find me to be and it was her subtle way of trying to groom me into something sexual. If that were the case I completely failed. One thing is for sure, no woman would ever ask me to help her with her shoe today.
The interesting part is that she had me help her while wearing the shoe, so it required me to be somewhat close to her. If that happened today I would get some sort of sexual thrill (if she was at all attractive) out of it. But back then I wasn’t a pervert. But I did ponder the reason. Was it because she thought I was just a young kid and so it was no bid deal to have me help her with her shoe. Or did she find me to be and it was her subtle way of trying to groom me into something sexual. If that were the case I completely failed. One thing is for sure, no woman would ever ask me to help her with her shoe today.