Weekends are absolute torture

[LostSoulUK]

Everyday is torture but the weekends the FOMO effect is in full force. Everyone is out partying, living life with their friends, meanwhile we rot in our cave as always with only our laptop and playstation for comfort. Music itself is a trigger as it gives us hope for a better tomorrow, it fucks with our emotions.

My anxiety and depression escalates over the weekends, the loneliness is insufferable. In the same breath, I guess it beats sitting in a nightclub drowning our sorrows.

Weekends have often pushed me to breaking point with my fucked up mental health. As much as I hate my job, at least it gives me routine and some purpose, however insignificant. That comes with its own hell as I work in a school, but at the very least I feel like I'm contributing to society despite the ignorance and contempt shown towards me from staff.

When I'm off work I sink even further to the depths of despair as my mind isn't preoccupied, idle mind is the devils workshop as they say. Purpose and mental health go hand in hand, a lack there of is detrimental to our wellbeing. I love videogames and crime documentaries but they only offer so much cope, before the stark reality of loneliness sets in .

 

[faded]

go ER

 

[incel god]

go ER

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

ahh

 

[EngelCallDell19]

no weekend for your face.

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

It really is, I spend my weekends either drinking or consooming garbage, idle hands are the devils playthings

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

if weekends start to mog you

just go ER already

 

[Lonelyus]

Everyday is torture but the weekends the FOMO effect is in full force. Everyone is out partying, living life with their friends, meanwhile we rot in our cave as always with only our laptop and playstation for comfort. Music itself is a trigger as it gives us hope for a better tomorrow, it fucks with our emotions.

My anxiety and depression escalates over the weekends, the loneliness is insufferable. In the same breath, I guess it beats sitting in a nightclub drowning our sorrows.

Weekends have often pushed me to breaking point with my fucked up mental health. As much as I hate my job, at least it gives me routine and some purpose, however insignificant. That comes with its own hell as I work in a school, but at the very least I feel like I'm contributing to society despite the ignorance and contempt shown towards me from staff.

When I'm off work I sink even further to the depths of despair as my mind isn't preoccupied, idle mind is the devils workshop as they say. Purpose and mental health go hand in hand, a lack there of is detrimental to our wellbeing. I love videogames and crime documentaries but they only offer so much cope, before the stark reality of loneliness sets in .

Its over, I am depress too!

 

[LostSoulUK]

It really is, I spend my weekends either drinking or consooming garbage, idle hands are the devils playthings

I've only ever drank in pubs in the past, I know a guy who has a full bottle of whiskey everyday, he's 65. I need a drink over christmas thats for sure, I've spent so many festive periods rotting away in isolation. I've often slept through christmas day and missed the entire christmas dinner, waking at 8pm at night, my insomnia doesn't give a fuck what time of year it is. This time of year really highlights the need for companionship.

Today I had to sit and listen to staff discussing the fun activities they'll getting up to over christmas, I was sat there in total silence. It's fuckin brutal this time of year, there's a reason why the national crisis lines are the busiest this time of year. Sufferers of anything in life really struggle, addicts, loners, you name it.

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

I've only ever drank in pubs in the past, I know a guy who has a full bottle of whiskey everyday, he's 65. I need a drink over christmas thats for sure, I've spent many so many festive periods rotting away in isolation. This time of year really highlights the need for companionship.

Today I had to sit and listen to staff discussing the fun activities they'll getting up to over christmas, I was sat there in total silence. It's fuckin brutal this time of year, there's a reason why the national crisis lines are the busiest this time of year. Sufferers of anything in life really struggle, addicts, loners, you name it.

You need to start drinking in isolation, it's the finest cope, I used to have my ritual of 2 bottles of vodka every friday consumed over the weekend, it kept me going for a long time.

 

[LostSoulUK]

Its over, I am depress too!

I don't know what's worse the anxiety or depression, the fact I have both has made my entire existence a living hell.

 

[Lonelyus]

I don't know what's worse the anxiety or depression, the fact I have both has made my entire existence a living hell.

Yes

 

[LostSoulUK]

You need to start drinking in isolation, it's the finest cope, I used to have my ritual of 2 bottles of vodka every friday consumed over the weekend, it kept me going for a long time.

ye man, but I just know it'd fuck me up. I get pissed off 5 half lagers or fruit ciders, I'm just wired different. Alcohol also elevates the mental health. After I've sobered up, the depression can honestly escalate to suicidal, that's how dangerous it can be for someone with clinical depression.

I'm glad I joined this forum just recently, I was reluctant as I've seen some awful posts on here that were really messed up. It's just reassuring that there's others out there like me who suffer in this life. Since I was born I've never fitted in, even with so called friends growing up who were never really friends to begin with because where the fuck are they now. At least I have my job as a teaching assistant, as much as I want to quit, I can at least die knowing I have ensured the safety of children and supported their learning across schools and other youth provisions.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

I go out to a museum or theater or whatever every weekend Gives me some distraction and also it helps me memorize the weeks better because if I stay home and rot during the weekend, time just becomes a blur

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

I was reluctant as I've seen some awful posts on here that were really messed up.

If you stay here long enough you'll realize that most of it is, in fact, justified.

 

[LostSoulUK]

If you stay here long enough you'll realize that most of it is, in fact, justified.

I can see why people would be so angry, resentment turns to anger and frustration. Some stuff though I don't condone at all like violence or nonces. As a teaching assistant I find that very disturbing to see on this forum. It should strictly be a forum about sexless men and their struggles not other forms of depravity.

 

[LostSoulUK]

I go out to a museum or theater or whatever every weekend Gives me some distraction and also it helps me memorize the weeks better because if I stay home and rot during the weekend, time just becomes a blur

That's more than me tbh, I'm a serious recluse. My therapist is encouraging me to do things spontaneously by myself but I struggle to take advice. Procrastination is so detrimental to mental health, it's almost a death sentence as it leads you to a very dark place. I've experienced this despair so many times. I remember going shopping in town and having lunch by myself at a local cafe and you know what, it actually did wonders for my wellbeing. But I don't sustain it, and retreat to my 'safe zone' of my lonely cave which is fuckin me up. Do you have any advice for breaking this cycle, I'll be happy to hear what's worked for you.

 

[ldargoblin]

Everyone is out partying, living life with their friends

Partying is overrated unless you're Chad, in which case it's a good way to find fuck buddies and make new "friends", if you're a normie, regular partying will wear out your body quickly, which will be noticeable by 30 and probably make you an alcoholic. I personally don't believe in male friendships, only business relationships. I think it would be much nicer to socialize with an attractive, intelligent female who can also be fucked.

 

[Incel TV]

Everyday is the same no difference between Saturday and Tuesday

 

[LostSoulUK]

Partying is overrated unless you're Chad, in which case it's a good way to find fuck buddies and make new "friends", if you're a normie, regular partying will wear out your body quickly, which will be noticeable by 30 and probably make you an alcoholic. I personally don't believe in male friendships, only business relationships. I think it would be much nicer to socialize with an attractive, intelligent female who can also be fucked.

True, I do love dancing though, I feel my most free when I'm dancing to music. I love all kinds of music, 90's was my era. I'm in my 30's now. I desire the finer things in life, I'm so jealous of most people as they always seem to have exciting things to look forward to. Even a buffet for instance, fancy holidays or camping out with friends in a caravan, which I did once and it gave me a taste of what life could be, a life I've never had.

If I had a few friends to do these fun things with it would mitigate the loneliness of not having a girlfriend. I've shown I can be likeable and social around people I'm comfortable with but for some reason I've struggled immensely to form a social life. My mental health, big nose, short height (5'5) are all factors, funny how no one tells you this to your face and yet its so obvious. It's a level of frustration that only us guys can truly appreciate and understand, it's why many guys say fuck it and rope, they say its the hope that kills us.

 

[incel god]

just go elliot rodger. women would deserve it.

 

[LostSoulUK]

I can't remember the last weekend I actually did somethin, anythin. I work, go home, watch shit british tv, play videogames, rinse and repeat. As a recluse I exist in a vegetated state. I'm so envious of some guys who actually do something other than stay in their room. My therapist told me to challenge why I choose to stay in my room. I've been like this since I was a fuckin kid, I played football growing up with false friends.

Contrary to this, I've achieved recognition in my career from working in schools and yet my own personal life is fucked, how does that even make sense. It's because I'm reminded that I don't fit in anywhere I go, this negative feedback sticks, it's an invalidation that is akin to a victim of domestic abuse who has been abused time and again. This negative reinforcement a cancer that plagues our every move, shaping our ever move and action or lack there of.

Before you know it your life is fucked beyond repair, mind damaged beyond comprehension through decades of depression and loneliness. No one will ever understand this suffering like the guys on here. At least this is a shared space to express our frustration in a healthy way amongst fellow sexless brother's. I know sex and love feels like everything but it's possible to have a better quality of life in spite of that. Life without love is a life without meaning, whilst I do believe that, there's still meaning in life regardless.

I guess for me my meaning is ensuring the safety of children through my work, but it's not enough, because at the end all that's left is an empty shell of what resembles a human.

 

[curryboy420]

I can see why people would be so angry, resentment turns to anger and frustration. Some stuff though I don't condone at all like violence or nonces. As a teaching assistant I find that very disturbing to see on this forum. It should strictly be a forum about sexless men and their struggles not other forms of depravity.

Shut up retard foidnigger

 

[LostSoulUK]

These weekends are fuckin brutal, I don't know how you guys get through it because it's unbearable for me. The loneliness on the weekends increases ten fold, everyone is out partying with their friends and spending nights in with their girlfriend cuddling up and having lots of affection.

Meanwhile we rot on our sticky arse computers in our mums basement, watching the world go by. I know some of you drink to cope, I wish I had that as a vice because at least thats somethin to take the edge off. But for me the drink makes me almost suicidal as it really fucks with my depression. Hearing staff at work talk about their plans over the weekend is fuckin torture. I work hard at work and for what, an empty cave to come home to,

This life is for living and we are barely surviving.

 

[Logic55]

These weekends are fuckin brutal, I don't know how you guys get through it because it's unbearable for me. The loneliness on the weekends increases ten fold, everyone is out partying with their friends and spending nights in with their girlfriend cuddling up and having lots of affection.

You'll never have these happy and joyful experiences

 

[Jeffery Epstein]

Sundays are worst for me. Everything's closed here then. Nothing to do and boring as fuck.

 

[LostSoulUK]

Sundays are worst for me. Everything's closed here then. Nothing to do and boring as fuck.

ye that's the most boring day but I actually find Sunday's more comforting than Friday and Saturday because there's less expectation to live life on a Sunday. As a loner/loser I find Friday and Saturday's very stressful, my anxiety is worse as the FOMO effect is unbearable. Everyday is hell but Fridays and Saturdays are another level of hell for me, if I had friends and a partner then these days would instead turn to excitement but it seems exclusive to bluepillers

 

[trognarukk]

Another weekend to pretend i still like vidya games...oh lets play WoW like i have since 2006

 

[Void.]

Everyday is torture but the weekends the FOMO effect is in full force. Everyone is out partying, living life with their friends, meanwhile we rot in our cave as always with only our laptop and playstation for comfort. Music itself is a trigger as it gives us hope for a better tomorrow, it fucks with our emotions.

My anxiety and depression escalates over the weekends, the loneliness is insufferable. In the same breath, I guess it beats sitting in a nightclub drowning our sorrows.

Weekends have often pushed me to breaking point with my fucked up mental health. As much as I hate my job, at least it gives me routine and some purpose, however insignificant. That comes with its own hell as I work in a school, but at the very least I feel like I'm contributing to society despite the ignorance and contempt shown towards me from staff.

When I'm off work I sink even further to the depths of despair as my mind isn't preoccupied, idle mind is the devils workshop as they say. Purpose and mental health go hand in hand, a lack there of is detrimental to our wellbeing. I love videogames and crime documentaries but they only offer so much cope, before the stark reality of loneliness sets in .

Get a second job during the weekend + you get more money

 

[LostSoulUK]

Also, some people turn into absolute dickheads when they're pissed, for some reason alcohol does this to people, then they take it out on those around them, venting verbal abuse just because you happen to be in their proximity, fuck these people.

 

[Simulacrasimulation]

True, I do love dancing though, I feel my most free when I'm dancing to music. I love all kinds of music, 90's was my era. I'm in my 30's now. I desire the finer things in life, I'm so jealous of most people as they always seem to have exciting things to look forward to. Even a buffet for instance, fancy holidays or camping out with friends in a caravan, which I did once and it gave me a taste of what life could be, a life I've never had.

If I had a few friends to do these fun things with it would mitigate the loneliness of not having a girlfriend. I've shown I can be likeable and social around people I'm comfortable with but for some reason I've struggled immensely to form a social life. My mental health, big nose, short height (5'5) are all factors, funny how no one tells you this to your face and yet its so obvious. It's a level of frustration that only us guys can truly appreciate and understand, it's why many guys say fuck it and rope, they say its the hope that kills us.

The part I dont understand is its blindingly obvious ITS BULLYING, ITS STRAIGHT UP BULLYING, OSTRACISATION AND PASSIVE AGGRESSION ARE BULLYING BY DEFINITION.

The bit i REALLY dont get is when it happens to a large proportion of men THIS IS OK AND FINE AND IGNORED.

BUT WHEN IT OCCURS TO ANY OTHER GROUP SOMEHOW ITS NOT OK AND ALL THE APPARATUS OF THE STATE IS PULLED IN TO ADDRESS THE SITUATION AND IT BECOMES SOCIALLY UNACCEPTABLE.

the double standards are ridiculous.

 

[Simulacrasimulation]

In some ways im glad I work 70 hours a week. I never feel FOMO on weekends because im working.

How do you manage being around normies for 70 hours a week my cut off is 30 hours then i start to lose my mind.

 

[starystulejarz]

weekends are just normal days for neetcels

 

[LostSoulUK]

The part I dont understand is its blindingly obvious ITS BULLYING, ITS STRAIGHT UP BULLYING, OSTRACISATION AND PASSIVE AGGRESSION ARE BULLYING BY DEFINITION.

The bit i REALLY dont get is when it happens to a large proportion of men THIS IS OK AND FINE AND IGNORED.

BUT WHEN IT OCCURS TO ANY OTHER GROUP SOMEHOW ITS NOT OK AND ALL THE APPARATUS OF THE STATE IS PULLED IN TO ADDRESS THE SITUATION AND IT BECOMES SOCIALLY UNACCEPTABLE.

the double standards are ridiculous.

For over a year at this workplace I've experienced this hostility and ignorance, it's since improved slightly but not by much. Most of them ignore me, don't even greet me and when they do speak to me its to instruct me in an abrupt tone. For instance, they'll ignore me then all of a sudden say "CAN YOU OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE" in a really harsh tone, like I'm a fuckin robot.

What hurts the most is that I've proven to be effective at my job, more than most of them and yet I'm still treated like an alien. Some of them will chat to me but most of them either ignore me or talk down to me. My therapist said that I'm perceiving it in a negative light which is bullshit as I've had this treatment in every environment. I told her its prejudice based on how I look, based on my big nose, short height and highly introverted personality. The whole vibe that people have around me is constant hostility, all I've ever been is quiet but friendly and have proven myself effective in any given role yet all I've got in return is ignorance and contempt.

 

[Simulacrasimulation]

For over a year at this workplace I've experienced this hostility and ignorance, it's since improved slightly but not by much. Most of them ignore me, don't even greet me and when they do speak to me its to instruct me in an abrupt tone. For instance, they'll ignore me then all of a sudden say "CAN YOU OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE" in a really harsh tone, like I'm a fuckin robot.

What hurts the most is that I've proven to be effective at my job, more than most of them and yet I'm still treated like an alien. Some of them will chat to me but most of them either ignore me or talk down to me. My therapist said that I'm perceiving it in a negative light which is bullshit as I've had this treatment in every environment. I told her its prejudice based on how I look, based on my big nose, short height and highly introverted personality. The whole vibe that people have around me is constant hostility, all I've ever been is quiet but friendly and have proven myself effective in any given role yet all I've got in return is ignorance and contempt.

This is the problem people dont actually care at low level or even mid tier jobs how good you are at the job, THIS FOR SOME CRAZY REASON HAS ABSOLUTELY NO BEARING ON HOW THEY TREAT YOU, WHICH I FIND INSANE.

If you see my many posts i have been treated like shit even when doing a good job and getting good reviews lol, ITS ABSOLUTELY MAD I CANT WORK IT OUT

The thing i have worked out is to save yourself become self employed, ELIMINATE THE PROBLEM, THE CLOWNS AT WORK

I am going for accountancy as it seems i can do this freelance quite easily and also remote the perfect duo.

I think if your a low value male eg unattractive and under 5 foot 11, THERE IS NO CAREER FOR YOU, YOU WONT GET ANYWHERE IN A CAREER AS THE LOOKISM AND FAILO IS SO STRONG YOU WILL JUST GET PASSED OVER IN FAVOUR OF QUOTAS OR WOMEN WHO I SEE IN EVERY JOB I HAVE EVER BEEN IN BEING PUSHED TO THE HILT WHILE THEY LEAVE MEN TO ROT IN LOWER POSITIONS, BLATENT FAVOURITISM ND DISCRIMINATION BUT AGAIN IF ITS ON A WHITE MAN ITS DOESNT COUNT SOMEHOW ITS ABSOLUTE GARBAGE.


The only way of winning a bent game is to not play, im not playing i will play a game less bent

 

[LostSoulUK]

This is the problem people dont actually care at low level or even mid tier jobs how good you are at the job, THIS FOR SOME CRAZY REASON HAS ABSOLUTELY NO BEARING ON HOW THEY TREAT YOU, WHICH I FIND INSANE.

If you see my many posts i have been treated like shit even when doing a good job and getting good reviews lol, ITS ABSOLUTELY MAD I CANT WORK IT OUT

The thing i have worked out is to save yourself become self employed, ELIMINATE THE PROBLEM, THE CLOWNS AT WORK

I am going for accountancy as it seems i can do this freelance quite easily and also remote the perfect duo.

I think if your a low value male eg unattractive and under 5 foot 11, THERE IS NO CAREER FOR YOU, YOU WONT GET ANYWHERE IN A CAREER AS THE LOOKISM AND FAILO IS SO STRONG YOU WILL JUST GET PASSED OVER IN FAVOUR OF QUOTAS OR WOMEN WHO I SEE IN EVERY JOB I HAVE EVER BEEN IN BEING PUSHED TO THE HILT WHILE THEY LEAVE MEN TO ROT IN LOWER POSITIONS, BLATENT FAVOURITISM ND DISCRIMINATION BUT AGAIN IF ITS ON A WHITE MAN ITS DOESNT COUNT SOMEHOW ITS ABSOLUTE GARBAGE.


The only way of winning a bent game is to not play, im not playing i will play a game less bent

ye freelance sounds appealing, I have an interest in writing so something along the lines of journalism perhaps. English is my strongest subject, writing and articulating for instance, if I can find a career in writing reports or something then I'd settle for that. I think many of us are scared to re-train in something new that deviates from our working experience. I'd hate to sacrifice my experience as I've proven myself capable, but as a result I have to deal with women everyday, literally the entire workforce is female with only a few men and even the men ignore me.

1 time one of them became pregnant and guess what the organisation did, they threw her an extravagant baby shower party, complete with food, cake and everything. Whenever someone's pregnant they announce it like its the 2nd coming of christ, every fuckin staff member celebrates like its the fuckin resurrection of christ. Regarding discrimination, I've even seen undesirable women in higher positions which makes no sense to me.

 

[Simulacrasimulation]

ye freelance sounds appealing, I have an interest in writing so something along the lines of journalism perhaps. English is my strongest subject, writing and articulating for instance, if I can find a career in that it'd be great. I think many of us are scared to re-train in something new that deviates from our working experience. I'd hate to sacrifice my experience as I've proven myself capable, but as a result I have to deal with women everyday, literally the entire workforce is female with only a few men and even the men ignore me.

1 time one of them became pregnant and guess what the organisation did, they threw her an extravagant baby shower party at work, complete with food, cake and everything. Whenever someone's pregnant they announce it like its the 2nd coming of christ, every fuckin staff member celebrates like its the fuckin resurrection of christ. Regarding discrimination, I've even seen undesirable women in higher positions which makes no sense to me.

Another golden rule the laws of being attractive or not SIMPLY DONT APPLY TO WOMEN, they will get the treatment i just told you about irregardless of level of attractiveness.

i thought you may be aware of the huge % of women in teaching its a suifuel area for incels, you have a huge toughness as its a hell environment for low value men, they will completely overlook your work, you wont get shit out of them.

The worst place i worked was an all women bookkeeping company, just no thanks for anything and them always right pure narcissism angle, and from 2 old boomer fat women, the state of the women doesnt alter their angle, even if they are HUGE and unnattractive its again chad only and sub 5 men are treated like shit, its insane they dont adjust for their own level, the enabling of this is THE WHOLE PROBLEM BY SOCIETY. LOW LEVEL WOMEN NEED TO BE PUT BACK IN THEIR PLACE BY MEN AND WOMEN, SO THEY ACTUALLY START TO APPRECIATE THEIR LEVEL OF MAN, OTHERWISE THE DELUSION CONTINUES.

 

[Simulacrasimulation]

my thoughts on life


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[LostSoulUK]

Another golden rule the laws of being attractive or not SIMPLY DONT APPLY TO WOMEN, they will get the treatment i just told you about irregardless of level of attractiveness.

i thought you may be aware of the huge % of women in teaching its a suifuel area for incels, you have a huge toughness as its a hell environment for low value men, they will completely overlook your work, you wont get shit out of them.

The worst place i worked was an all women bookkeeping company, just no thanks for anything and them always right pure narcissism angle, and from 2 old boomer fat women, the state of the women doesnt alter their angle, even if they are HUGE and unnattractive its again chad only and sub 5 men are treated like shit, its insane they dont adjust for their own level, the enabling of this is THE WHOLE PROBLEM BY SOCIETY. LOW LEVEL WOMEN NEED TO BE PUT BACK IN THEIR PLACE BY MEN AND WOMEN, SO THEY ACTUALLY START TO APPRECIATE THEIR LEVEL OF MAN, OTHERWISE THE DELUSION CONTINUES.

I think part of me hoped that I would have a higher chance of attracting a woman in this field and I couldn't have been more wrong. It's brutal, I don't know myself how I've managed this career, especially with my fragile mental health. I guess the work itself can be rewarding, ensuring the safety of children and supporting their learning. I'm basically a support staff, I have no desire to become a teacher. At the very least I can be proud to have achieved that contribution to society, but ye it doesn't do much to mitigate the crushing loneliness and lack of self worth I feel.

Despite this, my worst job would have to be a factory which I did for a month. It involved scraping cake off pans for 10 hours, 10am - 6am every night. Sometimes they would rotate you onto another production line, it was fuckin slave labour. The 2nd job would have to be a care home, I tried it for a few days with an agency and it was fuckin torture. Wiping arses and dressing old women, dealing with verbal abuse, people with dementia, people puking, people pissing and shitting themself, I avoided most of it and was never called back, never again.

Sub 5 men have this life on hard mode, as a manlet I'm never taken as seriously as I should based on the level of my commitment. I've even been bullied in other environments, the manager at a fast food place bullied me, constant jokes about my big nose and the other managers laughed. Sometimes they would lock me in the freezer as I went to restock.

 

[Simulacrasimulation]

I think part of me hoped that I would have a higher chance of attracting a woman in this field and I couldn't have been more wrong. It's brutal, I don't know myself how I've managed this career, especially with my fragile mental health. I guess the work itself can be rewarding, ensuring the safety of children and supporting their learning. I'm basically a support staff, I have no desire to become a teacher. At the very least I can be proud to have achieved that contribution to society, but ye it doesn't do much to mitigate the crushing loneliness and lack of self worth I feel.

Despite this, my worst job would have to be a factory which I did for a month. It involved scraping cake off pans for 10 hours, 10am - 6am every night. Sometimes they would rotate you onto another production line, it was fuckin slave labour. The 2nd job would have to be a care home, I tried it for a few days with an agency and it was fuckin torture. Wiping arses and dressing old women, dealing with verbal abuse, people with dementia, people puking, people pissing and shitting themself, I avoided most of it and was never called back, never again.

Sub 5 men have this life on hard mode, as a manlet I'm never taken as seriously as I should based on the level of my commitment. I've even been bullied in other environments, the manager at a fast food place bullied me, constant jokes about my big nose and the other managers laughed. Sometimes they would lock me in the freezer as I went to restock.

Yes this is a joke, this shit treatment maybe silence is a step up, which sounds again mad, also this element of life is somehow NEVER SPOKEN ABOUT BY NORMIES AND ALSO MOST FAMILIES LIKE IT SOMEHOW DOESNT EXIST.

This is why in person I always talk about it and give it light as people who are toxic hate truth spoken in front of them and it freezes them stone dead

 

[LostSoulUK]

Yes this is a joke, this shit treatment maybe silence is a step up, which sounds again mad, also this element of life is somehow NEVER SPOKEN ABOUT BY NORMIES AND ALSO MOST FAMILIES LIKE IT SOMEHOW DOESNT EXIST.

This is why in person I always talk about it and give it light as people who are toxic hate truth spoken in front of them and it freezes them stone dead

And they don't realise that they're actually contributing to someone saying fuck it and roping. Then everyone pretends to act kind after the fact, expressing empty platitudes to save face after said person has roped "oh he was such a nice person"..

 

[der_komische]

i remember the horribly depressing weekends when i was living alone and had a 40hr office job and lived in complete isolation. This shit made me lose my sanity and my doctor putting me on amitryptiline made it even worse

 

[LostSoulUK]

i remember the horribly depressing weekends when i was living alone and had a 40hr office job and lived in complete isolation. This shit made me lose my sanity and my doctor putting me on amitryptiline made it even worse

That's the reality of most guys here, some guy even said he works 70 hours which is fuckin slave labour. I work 27.5 hours a week and even that is soul destroying. If we had someone to love us unconditionally then it would make work all the more worthwhile but we're literally earning just to exist rather than to live a life. We have no life whatsoever other than the four corners of our cave.

 

[BPJ]

i remember the horribly depressing weekends when i was living alone and had a 40hr office job and lived in complete isolation. This shit made me lose my sanity and my doctor putting me on amitryptiline made it even worse

amitripyline fuckin sux.

 

[Simulacrasimulation]

And they don't realise that they're actually contributing to someone saying fuck it and roping. Then everyone pretends to act kind after the fact, expressing empty platitudes to save face after said person has roped "oh he was such a nice person"..

This is the problem, by definition THEY DO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING THEY ARE ACUTELY AWARE, AND MAKE A CONSCIOUS CHOICE TO ACT A CERTAIN WAY TO CERTAIN PEOPLE.

Every time they behave towards a person it is contrived, because THEIR BEHAVIOUR IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT TO CHAD, EG IT HAS TO BE CONTRIVED BECAUSE SUDDENLY WOMEN ARE SUBMISSIVE AND GIGGLY AND EYE CONTACT AND TOUCHING CHAD, ITS A CONSCIOUS ACT BECAUSE OF THE DRAMATIC CHANGE.
Then the huge change towards low value men, they in their minds are switching modes to fuck you mode, it is a response they are consciously calling on when they see a person they dont like the look of, they are calling on no eye contact no physical contact, no laughing no submission, cold behaviour etc.

The switch is so stark it has to be contrived, dont give them this much credit, normies are VASTLY IMMORAL, they also are aware of the mental damage it does because when does the same to them, THEY LOSE THEIR SHIT AND START WHINING AND CHIMPING OUT. This is my go to behaviour when someone does the punch down passive aggressive move to me, i mimic their behaviour straight back, no eye contact no talking, cold, etc NOTICE HOW IT TAKES A LOT OF ENERGY TO DO THIS AND IT IS NOT AUTOMATIC AND REQUIRES THOUGHT AND PREMEDITATION, ITS THE SAME DEAL FOR NORMIES IT IS PREMEDITATED BEHAVIOUR.

Also whenever I have done this to normies, (male or female), YOU GET A HUGE REACTION BACK THEIR BEHVIOUR TOTALLY CHANGES AND THEY ACT TRIGGERED, THEY START ACTUALLY BEING VOCAL AND TRYING TO CALL YOU OUT, AND MAY GET AGGRESSIVE. This again shows they know the effect of the passive aggression towards a person that is not themselves, because when you reverse it suddenly its unacceptable, suddenly this type of behaviour is out of the ordinary, but only because its to them.

Yes the only way work is sustainable is part time, as low hours as possible to maintain yourself the exposure to the toxic environment kills your self esteem and mental health and its a sliding scale the more exposure the more it destroys you.

On your other posts about being alone being the worst time, not for me it is when i am around normies, as I know the environment is toxic and is rigged against low value men, this severly damages my mental health. The only peace I get is alone as I know i can actually get on with things without being held back by just one factor your SMV and whatever flaw you have, it so bizarre that i cant take it and prefer being alone and working on projects web development accounting, etc

 

[LostSoulUK]

These weekends are so depressing, Saturday is always the worse for me, at least on Friday I'm out of my room even for just a few hours as much as I dislike work. Saturdays are hell, its the loneliest day of the week for me. It just serves as a reminder to me that everyone has friends and a life except for me.

@Simulacrasimulation ye mostly they do that to me in regards to the silent treatment, but then they confuse me by sometimes chatting to me normally, 1 girl even said that I'm 1 of their favourite staff and yet I receive mixed messages, 1 day contempt, the next day chatting to me. But even when they chat they blow hot and cold with me, talk over me and stuff. This suggests that they're only speaking to me to pass the time on duty.

1 staff who recently left said that its been great working with me, to see me come out of my shell and yet they have mostly ignored me. It leaves me conflicted whether its to do with how I look, how quiet I am or both which is most likely.

It's almost like we're the scapegoat for being introverted which implies we're not making the effort yet it's on them for not being more friendly and welcoming opposed to how friendly they are with the others.

 

[Mortis]

go ER

Not a shred of ambiguity

 

[Sandniggercel]

Atleast you have a playstation and laptop that you can cope with. Im just laying in my bed wishing i was dead

If you hate being inside so much on the weekens look for some part time job or some volunteer stuff, it might help and you might meet some people

 

[LostSoulUK]

Atleast you have a playstation and laptop that you can cope with. Im just laying in my bed wishing i was dead

If you hate being inside so much on the weekens look for some part time job or some volunteer stuff, it might help and you might meet some people

ah sorry to hear that, most of the time I'm in my bed as well suffering with my depression. That's a good practical suggestion, I work during the week but don't fit in with anyone. I think 1 friend can make a difference as we only need 1 friend to hang out with but even that is hard to come by.

We're such degenerate rejects that we can't even find 1 friend to socialise with. Some people tell us to go out and enjoy life regardless but not many of us will participate in social activities alone as it defeats the purpose of a social activity, but in the same breath we have to be more self sufficient in order to thrive in this society.

 

[Sandniggercel]

ah sorry to hear that, most of the time I'm in my bed as well suffering with my depression. That's a good practical suggestion, I work during the week but don't fit in with anyone. I think 1 friend can make a difference as we only need 1 friend to hang out with but even that is hard to come by.

We're such degenerate rejects that we can't even find 1 friend to socialise with. Some people tell us to go out and enjoy life regardless but not many of us will participate in social activities alone as it defeats the purpose of a social activity, but in the same breath we have to be more self sufficient in order to thrive in this society.

Yeah having a good friend would be a the best thing that could happen to us. It would help in so many different ways but apparently we are destined to be alone and depressed our entire lives. Have you ever tried gymcelling? its useless but its a good cope even tho its not much of a social activity since many are wearing their headphones and just doing their thing.