If I ever had a wife, I would never leave her, never cheat on her, never think of other women. I'll be completely loyal to her. I won't beat her, yell at her, abuse her, make her cry. I'll love her with all my heart. I'll cry every day for her if she leaves this Earth before me. I'll hold her tight and tell her I love her every day. But that's just not possible. It never was.
All I've ever wanted, the only thing I've ever truly wanted,
was to share my life with a loving partner, my Eve.
Marry, buy a house, start a family, live the dream.
It's all I've ever wanted.
Such a simple thing.
Such a simple dream.
I cannot be with the one I love, I cannot do the work I love.
There is no hope, the dream is lost.
I'm trapped in this Hideous world,
where the twin demons of Loneliness and Despair torment,
where the Longing desiccates,
where tears fall without end.