We can only observe the happiness of others

[Minjaze]

A lot of times in my life, I'd just sit somewhere and observe people. I'd watch people conversing and laughing with their friends, I'd watch guys and girls flirt, kiss, and hold hands, I'd hear them share interesting stories about their lives. This was my only glimpse into the life of a normal human, an entirely different realm of existence. 

It's like we're stuck on the other side of an indestructible glass wall, and when we try to reach out and touch this other realm - this world of normalcy, our hands simply hit against it. We've tried breaking the wall, but we can't. We've tried calling out to the people behind the wall, but they don't hear us; they don't want to hear us. So we're just stuck, doomed to just look on as as all of this wonder unfolds right in front of us while we cannot partake in it.

 

[Deleted member 60]

I experienced this in the most brutal way tonight. Thank God I was too numb to feel it. I will probably spend the holidays in the psych ward once the alcohol wears off.

 

[Minjaze]

I experienced this in the most brutal way tonight. Thank God I was too numb to feel it. I will probably spend the holidays in the psych ward once the alcohol wears off.

What happened tonight if you don't mind me asking? I'm sorry either way, seeing what you never have is one of the post painful experiences out there.

 

[Deleted member 60]

What happened tonight if you don't mind me asking? I'm sorry either way, seeing what you never have is one of the post painful experiences out there.

too much to even talk about, brother. I went to a party and watched everyone have the time of their lives, while I sat there rotting for most of the night. Apparently I'm immune to alcohol now. Lots of hookups this time, which was different from what I'm used to. I think I've been spending too much time here because I was overly focused on what everyone else was doing, which made me miserable. But the worst part was getting cucked by Tyrone. I spent so much time talking to this one bitch and she just went home with him in the end to have a threesome. When she was walking out I casually asked if she was leaving and she said "uh, yeah" in the most condescending way possible. Then she looked at her friend and they both started laughing hysterically. I actually thought I would escape tonight.  She even gave me her number. Like wtf am I supposed to do with that now?

 

[Deleted member 306]

I feel the same way man. It;s like we are wathcing a TV show. The truth is that we are excluded form all this because we are ugly. Could you imagine a guy like Jsanza29 kissing or holding hands with a girl? Probably not. Why? Because he would look like shit doing that.

 

[Jockcel]

We spergs have no place in this society focused around impressing women.

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

I dunno I think I don't care about it anymore.