It's Over We are shaped by our childhood and will never escape it

[subhumanmonkey]

a terrible childhood will leave you with all sorts of cluster b disorders that you cannot outrun. You can’t change the past so those wounds will always be there. I’ve come to accept that this is who I will always be

 

[Soystein]

I agree. You have a cluster b personality disorder?

 

[kapri]

My only real goal in life is to escape this. To defy my imposed nature, and change.
It's so infuriating, belittling, insulting and depressing being taken away the ability to enjoy life by another person.
And the sad part?
We are the ones to reinforce the same patterns of behaviour that helped us cope when we were abused.
The funny part is that if the same things that happened to you as a kid, just happened 10 years later, you'd manage even if they were 20 times worse.

 

[subhumanmonkey]

My only real goal in life is to escape this. To defy my imposed nature, and change.
It's so infuriating, belittling, insulting and depressing being taken away the ability to enjoy life by another person.
And the sad part?
We are the ones to reinforce the same patterns of behaviour that helped us cope when we were abused.
The funny part is that if the same things that happened to you as a kid, just happened 10 years later, you'd manage even if they were 20 times worse.

I’ve tried the same but trust me it’s almost impossible without some form of therapy and closure which I’ll most likely never get. So I’ll always be an abused dog

 

[kapri]

I’ve tried the same but trust me it’s almost impossible without some form of therapy and closure which I’ll most likely never get. So I’ll always be an abused dog

I agree. Even with therapy it would be hard, and even if it was successful, you'd probably just try to reach the closest you can to being normal, but never touch it.
But what if it's possible? I mean, what else is there to do?

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Middle school imo is more representative

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Middle school imo is more representative

Middle school is still childhood

 

[Max Doltman]

should have kms before puberty