Caesercel
mentally crippled by lonely teen years
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Why should there be a difference? It's the same mammalian framework. Just like a dog can be trained to be a certain so are we. Trained from birth to play tricks at the right command. And no level of self awareness would help you escape who you are.
I was born and raised to be a good betabux to the point where my brain wires are set that way. I would be the goodest and safest of beta plan b. Not a single part of OS in my head is programmed to impress a woman. To catch their attention, provoke attraction and then to keep her. I was shown my place in the world very early.
Life is kind of like living in a cosmic horror really in Thomas Ligotti style. Being controlled by forces outside of yourself. Like a conscious puppet controlled by a puppet master, completely powerless. Except the puppetmaster is genetic and biological. And now you are stuck forever in this hellscape.
I was born and raised to be a good betabux to the point where my brain wires are set that way. I would be the goodest and safest of beta plan b. Not a single part of OS in my head is programmed to impress a woman. To catch their attention, provoke attraction and then to keep her. I was shown my place in the world very early.
Life is kind of like living in a cosmic horror really in Thomas Ligotti style. Being controlled by forces outside of yourself. Like a conscious puppet controlled by a puppet master, completely powerless. Except the puppetmaster is genetic and biological. And now you are stuck forever in this hellscape.





