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18 and a half years incel I am, and the entirety of highschool+almost a year of college I spent desperately trying to find any female that would be attracted to me(how unusual is that huh?). But now when I started to dive deeper into the problem of involuntary celibacy I am literally willing to kill. Don't know if that is even related to me being an incel but sometimes when I see some foid comments or see an attractive girl I am reminded of the nature of women and awfully disgusted by it, to the point where I find myself planning some random murder. No rape. No necrophilia. Just night, street, hammer, random foids head, bonk, and leave. Even when I think about guilty I feel like I won't care at all. The only thing that concerns me is the fact that murder is illegal and I can go to jail for it, which I no no wanna. So my question is: how do I stop myself from these strange desires so that I won't find myself in jail a few years later?
