Actually no, not really
What was it?
Well in 8th grade there was something with me and my oneitis
Seems like the case for me. Never had much copium, at least when it came to no longer being an incel.
Ah young love, she probably discovered Chad soon after and moved on.
She’s dating my friend rn. Before that she was dating my hapa friend. Neither are chads but both are mid tier Normie nerds brutal
Brutal. Coulda been you.
Yup I fucked up my chance brutally
I regret everything I did
I tried getting her back again for a year or 2 but it didn’t work. We never even had a date.Yup I fucked up my chance brutally
They've never looked down on me because they never noticed I was there in the first place. I genuinely believe that there isn't a single foid on this planet besides family members that knows I exist or even remembers me.
Mogs Me for having a date and getting high
Sucks, if you didn't fuck up your chances you could have been in a relationship right now with no clue as to what the blackpill is. You'd be free from this prison.
no it wasn't a date.
Yup even worse was she was perfect for me. She was one of the few foids who could take offensive jokes, she didn’t have social media and we had a similar sense of humor. I also suspect she was non NT considering the things she did (I won’t say because I don’t want to get warned).
I c. But at least you hung out with her outside of school
Seems like she did what a lot of foids are good at, using you and dumping you to the side when you're no longer needed. You'll know almost instantly if a foid really likes you. No such thing as female friends, just foids using you.
Brutal, it's hard to read women sometimes.
sigh... maybe in another universe, cause this one sucks
True, no way I'd ever want to start a family with a modern day foid (doubt I'd get the chance). They're only good for sex now, nothing serious.
Are escorts a possibility for you?
I'm in the US so I'm sure there are escorts although illegal, but I've never looked. Something about having to pay to lose my virginity always bothered me so I doubt I'd ever go that route.
I miss being bluepilled. I was happier back then but as they say, ignorance is bliss. Rather be told the truth and be sad.
I thought I'd be able to do that but I was wrong. Hopefully it works out for you.
Nothing much really. I did engineering so the majority of my classes consisted of men and when there were women in my classes I didn't even bother to talk to them because 50 dudes fighting for 5 women wasn't going to work in my favor. I just focused on school instead so that I could career/moneymaxx.
It is not about "losing your virginity", that is a modern convention that used to be applied to women but was extrapolated onto men.
Being bluepilled sets you up for shit that will make you way unhappier than merely knowing the sad truth does, though. This is why I don't miss it much.
Escortmaxx too whenever you can. Trust me, blowing a fat load on a whore's face is the most liberal act a white male in modern society can perform.
what about parties how did people get invited in those at your school
It does sound tempting although I don't know if I'd do it in the US. Maybe go to a different country and get a sexy whore to use as I please.
This is true. I can at least be satisfied in the fact that I understand why my life is the way it is, because of the blackpill. Nice analogy.
Typically through word of mouth. Didn't go to parties though as I knew it would be hopeless. Bunch of dudes, not gonna bother simping for some whore when I know it's useless. At least I keep my dignity intact.
is it easy to make friend groups in college?
Ya I'd say so. In my case I took the same classes with a lot of dudes throughout my time in University so I got to know some of them pretty well.
Of course, visit France or Germany. Why stop at one whore?
Where do you get your escorts from? Any country you prefer?
Canada.
I daydream about that. But I dont see a foid holding hands with me proudly and going outside.
