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Is it me or do any of you feel like although you want to rope you can't since you have too many dependants on you?
If I roped. I would be betraying my mother, other family member, sisters & infant nieces. One of whom I am Godfather to.
It's just so fucked up. I have nothing to live for & everything to die for. Apart from a handful of people nobody would give a damn or bat an eye lid if I went out into a forest, took some rope from home base or a knife & roped & or slashed my own throat or drove it into my heart BUT I feel like I would be betraying those nearest & dearest to me.
Oh well.
If I roped. I would be betraying my mother, other family member, sisters & infant nieces. One of whom I am Godfather to.
It's just so fucked up. I have nothing to live for & everything to die for. Apart from a handful of people nobody would give a damn or bat an eye lid if I went out into a forest, took some rope from home base or a knife & roped & or slashed my own throat or drove it into my heart BUT I feel like I would be betraying those nearest & dearest to me.
Oh well.
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