i stay alone most of the time i dont even say anything to anyone at all i do is just sit in class and walk my way back to my room i eat outside the college of because i have to sit there lonely and people will think i dont have any friends so i walk some 200 metetrs and have my lunch. that place is less crowded and nobody from my class or someone i know comes there yesterday i had my math exam so i went to the exam with my roommate and his friends after exams are over i didnt wait for him and started walking back to my room i literally had a breakdown and strarted sweating because everybody i saw was walking with thier friends and im the only loner as i started walking down the stairs there were group of girls only all boys stayed back chatting with their friends i stoppeed and waited for all of them to go and went after them literally ran from their till i reached saw my class girls talking to the boys and mfs blocked the whole lounge had to pass near by them wanting them not to notice me but literally had a panic attack coming back i will never go anywher without my phone after this incident.
graycel:
graycel:
