sbccel
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it’s a strange feeling. To know that it’s over, and that you’ll be dead by your 22nd birthday. It’s kinda scary knowing that. This year will be the second last birthday of my life, the second last thanksgiving, the second last Christmas, the second last new year. It’s honestly hard to even get up in the morning just thinking about it. Yet I still do, I still eat decently well, I still workout, I still do anything I need to do to get in shape. Honestly the only reason I’m working out is because I’m trying to make the coffin that my parents will unfortunately have to buy less expensive, it’d be a pretty wide coffin, probably would have to be custom made. But I’m trying to prevent that. Only question now is if I’m gonna ER or if I’m just gonna go into my closet and shoot myself, either or is fine with me, what should I do? You guys decide.





