Every time a normie victim-blames me, it feels like another stab to my already broken soul. They don’t understand. They look at me and think I’m just weak or whiny, as if all my pain is something I can just snap out of with a little effort. They say, “You brought this on yourself,” as if I had a choice in any of this. As if I chose to be born into a world where I never fit in, where I’ve been rejected, ignored, and judged every step of the way.
What they don’t see is that I’ve been carrying the weight of childhood trauma for years. They don’t see the scars that aren’t just on my body but deep inside my mind. I never asked for any of it. The neglect, the emotional abuse, the feeling of being unwanted—it’s all been there since I was a child, and it’s shaped who I am today.
It hurts more than they could ever understand. They think it’s as simple as just "trying harder." But what they don’t know is that I’ve been trying for so long, and it never works.
I don’t want to be like this. I don’t want to feel ugly, rejected, like I don’t deserve love or care. But when people tell me I’m the problem, it only reinforces what I’ve been told my whole life—that I’m not worth anything, that I’m not good enough to even deserve basic human kindness.
What they don’t see is that I’ve been carrying the weight of childhood trauma for years. They don’t see the scars that aren’t just on my body but deep inside my mind. I never asked for any of it. The neglect, the emotional abuse, the feeling of being unwanted—it’s all been there since I was a child, and it’s shaped who I am today.
It hurts more than they could ever understand. They think it’s as simple as just "trying harder." But what they don’t know is that I’ve been trying for so long, and it never works.
I don’t want to be like this. I don’t want to feel ugly, rejected, like I don’t deserve love or care. But when people tell me I’m the problem, it only reinforces what I’ve been told my whole life—that I’m not worth anything, that I’m not good enough to even deserve basic human kindness.
