![ordinaryotaku](/data/avatars/m/0/40.jpg?1693039509)
ordinaryotaku
Rotting collegecel. Women hate me for existing.
★★★★★
- Joined
- Nov 7, 2017
- Posts
- 14,539
I just turned 19. I didn't even realize it was my birthday today for a couple minutes. I didn't even realize I was 19 for a couple minutes. It doesn't even feel like my birthday today.
Time's going so fast now, and it's much faster now that I'm LDARing in my room for 12+ hours a day after my college classes are over. I remember 7-8 years ago like it was fucking yesterday because I've been LDARing so much that I forget how large a specific timeframe really was.
What hits me the hardest is that I fucking hate how I never got to experience teen love. Just thinking that I missed out on that makes me want to rope.
I hate that I'm aging. I don't really want a college foid. They're all gross and went through multiple guys. I want to be slightly younger again, live in a rural area, [as a bonus] live in the 80s, and take a hot bodied 15 year old prime JB's virginity. All because I'm not Chad I missed out on this shit.
I may be still young, but shit, time's going so fast and I don't want to age anymore. What puts the cherry on top is that I'm being forced to work in an office with other 30+ year olds over the summer. I don't want to get a job. I feel unprepared. I still feel like I'm a young teenager.
Time's going so fast now, and it's much faster now that I'm LDARing in my room for 12+ hours a day after my college classes are over. I remember 7-8 years ago like it was fucking yesterday because I've been LDARing so much that I forget how large a specific timeframe really was.
What hits me the hardest is that I fucking hate how I never got to experience teen love. Just thinking that I missed out on that makes me want to rope.
I hate that I'm aging. I don't really want a college foid. They're all gross and went through multiple guys. I want to be slightly younger again, live in a rural area, [as a bonus] live in the 80s, and take a hot bodied 15 year old prime JB's virginity. All because I'm not Chad I missed out on this shit.
I may be still young, but shit, time's going so fast and I don't want to age anymore. What puts the cherry on top is that I'm being forced to work in an office with other 30+ year olds over the summer. I don't want to get a job. I feel unprepared. I still feel like I'm a young teenager.