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So, dumbass me, wakes up a lil later than usual, thinking I will catch the later bus than the earlier I have. I make sure I catch the earlier one just I can avoid one of the worst parts. So the bus comes, I get to the station, and who the fuck is there?, and I swear, this is a sign or something, the same ugly looking soy boy faggot fuck I saw yesterday at the store who in the midst of my anxious phase, I wanted to throw you a window cause he was with someone/a gf. I just couldn't believe it.
Then, I barely catch the bus due to the incompetence of the public transportation. Some shit with a train delay, cocksuckers. So I get on the bus, and there is this group of loud mouthed obnoxious snot nosed fucks, one who I want to rip his face off I hate him so much, him and his idiot gf. I hate them.
Then I get to work, all is good, for a while. I work at a store. Won't say which one, but a store. I go to help the one bitch, and she's buying birth control, condoms, and a pregnancy test. I am a mix between ready to lose my shit and a low, sinking feeling. I then come to find out, won't say how, she's dating this fucking chink mother fucker!!!! I cannot stand seeing Asians with white girls. I mean I am ready to kick their heads in.
So then this goofy asian comes in to buy condoms and I'm ready to strangle him. I then start to get vaugely suicidal thoughts. That's what this shit does to me. This is what happens when you go without sex for a long time and have no relief from it. Even porn is not helping. And I've watched a lot of porn.
So, then, I'm buying some stuff, I have a co-worker who has gone out of her way to give me a ride to the train station. She asks me to buy her something and she says she will give me some pussy. Tbh, I have thought about fucking her. She's a tad older, mid 50s, but looks good, she's kind of a player with some sugar daddies, one is the dad of another guy I work with which is how he got the job through her, the other is this total symp cuck of a guy who like worships her cause his wife hasn't fucked him in forever. That's not the worst part.
So she says this in front of another co-worker an older guy I like, and he jokes about me being a virgin. Yeah. I am not, but might as well be since it's been a very long time. Maybe it's some harmless joking, but I am/have been weirdly self conscious about this. That's what happens when you don't get laid in a very long time.
So the other thing is, well, I have this let's say higher up, who I get along with great, she's a lesbian, she's not nuts, well, she's kind of a neat freak but that's more personality than sexuality, according to my other co-worker, she/they have asked "Why am I single/no gf?" cause apparently, I treat women well. YYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH. So make of that what you will. That was my day.
Then, I barely catch the bus due to the incompetence of the public transportation. Some shit with a train delay, cocksuckers. So I get on the bus, and there is this group of loud mouthed obnoxious snot nosed fucks, one who I want to rip his face off I hate him so much, him and his idiot gf. I hate them.
Then I get to work, all is good, for a while. I work at a store. Won't say which one, but a store. I go to help the one bitch, and she's buying birth control, condoms, and a pregnancy test. I am a mix between ready to lose my shit and a low, sinking feeling. I then come to find out, won't say how, she's dating this fucking chink mother fucker!!!! I cannot stand seeing Asians with white girls. I mean I am ready to kick their heads in.
So then this goofy asian comes in to buy condoms and I'm ready to strangle him. I then start to get vaugely suicidal thoughts. That's what this shit does to me. This is what happens when you go without sex for a long time and have no relief from it. Even porn is not helping. And I've watched a lot of porn.
So, then, I'm buying some stuff, I have a co-worker who has gone out of her way to give me a ride to the train station. She asks me to buy her something and she says she will give me some pussy. Tbh, I have thought about fucking her. She's a tad older, mid 50s, but looks good, she's kind of a player with some sugar daddies, one is the dad of another guy I work with which is how he got the job through her, the other is this total symp cuck of a guy who like worships her cause his wife hasn't fucked him in forever. That's not the worst part.
So she says this in front of another co-worker an older guy I like, and he jokes about me being a virgin. Yeah. I am not, but might as well be since it's been a very long time. Maybe it's some harmless joking, but I am/have been weirdly self conscious about this. That's what happens when you don't get laid in a very long time.
So the other thing is, well, I have this let's say higher up, who I get along with great, she's a lesbian, she's not nuts, well, she's kind of a neat freak but that's more personality than sexuality, according to my other co-worker, she/they have asked "Why am I single/no gf?" cause apparently, I treat women well. YYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH. So make of that what you will. That was my day.
