My life has been nothing but shit. Women have always used me as emotional tampons. I thought if I got foid friends, I'd get laid. But they just keep on the sides while they fuck chad. A word to the "not-so-wise": Do not keep foids as friends if you're not getting any form of sex.
I've been bullied and beaten through all of my childhood. My college life was unmemorable.
I had one semi-relationship with a woman 5 years old than me. She started getting toxic to me when she realized that I'm not chad. It ended before we even kissed. She didn't even want to hold my hand.
In every sense of the word, I'm a KHHV
I've had 5 oneitises, and no, they were not 9/10 as some people assume.
I started norwooding at 21, and now it's really noticable...
My suicide plan is as follows...
I orignally planned on killing myself at 30. But then I found out about this:
en.wikipedia.org
Basically it's a bunch of musicians, actors and artists who died at 27. I'm working on one of my own art projects. And it will be out within the next few months. I'm at the final stages of it these days. This project will determine if I can moneymaxx with ease or not. Because I CANNOT work 9 - 5. Believe me, I tried, and the idea of working 9 - 5 is just so... completely traumatizing to me. I keep thinking of all the times when I was bullied, and I always thought that all that suffering, and all those rejections from girls would lead to something big. Not some crap job making minimum wage.
MY PLAN is as follows.
I will publish my work which will either make me rich and famous, or have 0 impact on my life. We'll call the first one Scenario A, and the second one Scenario B.
Scenario A
I will spend all my time and money on moneymaxxing and surgery for my norwooding. I will never get married, unless ofc it's a unicorn or my oneitis. I will migrate to Japan where I will make incel-themed artwork, and likely die at the age of 35 - 40.
Scenario B
I have this bucket list of things to watch and read. I will spend every moment I can consuming this stuff. I will do a job. But meanwhile, I'll be writing a journal that documents everything that led me down to this path. As well as another artwork about my inceldom. Then, by the time I'm 27, assuming that a lot of my list is complete, I will commit suicide. If not, at 30, indefinetely.
Before I commit suicide, I will send all the documents to my family and friends, I will upload them on facebook, along with relevant screenshots. I will send screenshots from chads and stacties to their family and workplaces, so that everyone knows the kinda evil people they are. I will ofc upload all relevant material to this site, along with my location, so you guys can track the story.
I will live stream my suicide with the logos of big tech in the background, because I blame them for the way my life turned out.
I will take a lot of anxiety medication which my parents have tried to put me under over the years, along with a lot of water, and slit my wrists. Ofc, I will try to buy a hunting riffle, because I think guns are still the best way to go. I can't buy real guns in curry land.
Anyway, that's the plan, if you guys see a flaw here, or a way to optimize this, let me know.
I'm 25. This will happen in 2 - 5 years, indefinetely.
I've been bullied and beaten through all of my childhood. My college life was unmemorable.
I had one semi-relationship with a woman 5 years old than me. She started getting toxic to me when she realized that I'm not chad. It ended before we even kissed. She didn't even want to hold my hand.
In every sense of the word, I'm a KHHV
I've had 5 oneitises, and no, they were not 9/10 as some people assume.
I started norwooding at 21, and now it's really noticable...
My suicide plan is as follows...
I orignally planned on killing myself at 30. But then I found out about this:
27 Club - Wikipedia
Basically it's a bunch of musicians, actors and artists who died at 27. I'm working on one of my own art projects. And it will be out within the next few months. I'm at the final stages of it these days. This project will determine if I can moneymaxx with ease or not. Because I CANNOT work 9 - 5. Believe me, I tried, and the idea of working 9 - 5 is just so... completely traumatizing to me. I keep thinking of all the times when I was bullied, and I always thought that all that suffering, and all those rejections from girls would lead to something big. Not some crap job making minimum wage.
MY PLAN is as follows.
I will publish my work which will either make me rich and famous, or have 0 impact on my life. We'll call the first one Scenario A, and the second one Scenario B.
Scenario A
I will spend all my time and money on moneymaxxing and surgery for my norwooding. I will never get married, unless ofc it's a unicorn or my oneitis. I will migrate to Japan where I will make incel-themed artwork, and likely die at the age of 35 - 40.
Scenario B
I have this bucket list of things to watch and read. I will spend every moment I can consuming this stuff. I will do a job. But meanwhile, I'll be writing a journal that documents everything that led me down to this path. As well as another artwork about my inceldom. Then, by the time I'm 27, assuming that a lot of my list is complete, I will commit suicide. If not, at 30, indefinetely.
Before I commit suicide, I will send all the documents to my family and friends, I will upload them on facebook, along with relevant screenshots. I will send screenshots from chads and stacties to their family and workplaces, so that everyone knows the kinda evil people they are. I will ofc upload all relevant material to this site, along with my location, so you guys can track the story.
I will live stream my suicide with the logos of big tech in the background, because I blame them for the way my life turned out.
I will take a lot of anxiety medication which my parents have tried to put me under over the years, along with a lot of water, and slit my wrists. Ofc, I will try to buy a hunting riffle, because I think guns are still the best way to go. I can't buy real guns in curry land.
Anyway, that's the plan, if you guys see a flaw here, or a way to optimize this, let me know.
I'm 25. This will happen in 2 - 5 years, indefinetely.
