Venting VENTCELS GTFIH: Will you try to ascend in 2019?

[diogenes]

I hate the end of the year. It makes me feel like shit. Another year incel, still KHHV; still NEET so no education, job, or money; getting older, dumber, uglier, poorer; still no friends ever, never been anywhere, living the same day on repeat. A Sisyphus-like miserable existence. One day I wake up wanting to rope, another wanting to improve (looksmaxx, etc...), another wanting to LDAR then rope. I have no future, it's over, it never began.

To borrow his words, I’m so despondent about everything. Everything goes totally wrong. There is no escape from this hole here I feel drained so far I still haven’t found a real purpose in life. Sometimes I’m so afraid to get out of bed in the morning, there is nothing to get up for.

I want to hear you brothers. Share your outlook on the new year 2019.

 

[FukkenLoser]

I feel the exact same way, my health has really deteoriated as well over the last few months, life is a scam

 

[Juxtaposition6]

more cope before my time comes and i depart from this fucked up earth, in 30 - 40 years or so.

 

[Henry de Montherlant]

If my crypto portfolio ascends, I will ascend. If not, it's over.

 

[ihaveno1]

I still haven’t found a real purpose in life

there is none

 

[Remyx]

I'm never trying again

 

[Reprobus]

I have a good feeling I'm fucked next year but I will give it a go again.

 

[Agent_Coper]

I'll try to improve my life next year. Probably gonne fail, just like every single time for the last few years/decades, but I just can't stop with this stupid "next year will be different" cope. Goes to show how low IQ I am.

Ascending is out of the question though, I'm too far gone for that.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Ill likely never give up trying. But i have zero expectations

 

[FrameCell]

Yes, hopefully I will ascend.

I have rhinoplasty scheduled to remove a bump on my nose and to slightly reduce the size of my nose.

Just got topical stuff to tame my mild temple and lower jaw acne from my dermatologist.

Then injectable fillers for my under eye hollowed area (I currently look like an unhealthy druggy).

I also ordered some oral bleaching gel and trays for my teeth. Thank god they’re straight but they’re pretty yellow from cigarette smoking I quit 2 years ago.

And I’m also hopping on TRT to hopefully gain some muscle mass over the course of the next 12 months. I’m as skinny as a malnourished African child.

If I don’t acsend after this, then I’m going to escortcell.

 

[Albocel]

Ill likely never give up trying. But i have zero expectations

It's not worth trying anymore. I tried as well years ago and it did not lead me anywhere. It never began for guys like us

 

[NEETAndTidy]

It's not worth trying anymore. I tried as well years ago and it did not lead me anywhere. It never began for guys like us

I know its not worth it. But my monkey brain trys to convince me if i try enough itll eventually work out.

But in reality I know its ogre for me

 

[Albocel]

I know its not worth it. But my monkey brain trys to convince me if i try enough itll eventually work out.

But in reality I know its ogre for me

And it's getting only worse and worse. Are you virgin like me i pressume?

 

[NEETAndTidy]

And it's getting only worse and worse. Are you virgin like me i pressume?

Yeah. I plan on visiting an escort very soon though. So ill at least know what sex feels like

Like fuck im 23 im supposed to still be in my prime.

When im 30+ ill be treated like a leper

 

[Albocel]

Yeah. I plan on visiting an escort very soon though. So ill at least know what sex feels like

Like fuck im 23 im supposed to still be in my prime.

When im 30+ ill be treated like a leper

It will be fake sex. No emotions, no feelings, and the whore will behave like cold fish during intercourse. You will hate yourself more that you slept with a human toilet which you had to pay for to fuck in order to lose your virginity

 

[NEETAndTidy]

It will be fake sex. No emotions, no feelings, and the whore will behave like cold fish during intercourse. You will hate yourself more that you slept with a human toilet which you had to pay for to fuck in order to lose your virginity

I know. But i dont want to be a virgin. Whether she likes me or not. Even if she just lays on her back.

I just gotta do it once.

 

[diogenes]

there is none

I know. But still one must find/make one's own purpose.

 

[StaroRavager]

I refuse to put time, effort, and resources in an unwinnable game

 

[tulasdanslos]

I'm gonna NoFap and maybe my mother will force me to go to the gym in order to get swole, but I myself have no motivation because I know it's face>race>height and I failed all 3.

 

[Deleted member 8499]

what's the point? I'm getting older, I'm past my prime and hypergamy is getting worse.

If I was an incel at my prime I'll stay an incel for the rest of my life.