back when i was junior in high school, there was a "beautiful" foid that i had shared a few classes with, i convinced myself it was fate that i had a purpose to even be in her presence. she was a stacy, most definitely. a goddess, might i add. first trimester, it felt like that one batman lego gif. her beauty absolutely shined on any foid that was even in the same room as her. i had to get close to her, even if it meant doing her homework (i can't even do BASIC fucking math anyway.), the typical basic 2000s bullies movies. i wanted nothing but that bitch (and her cunt), i don't even think she knew my name but i had our whole future planned out. call me a simp, whatever. you would be too if you saw her. trimester two is when my debts FINALLY (or so i thought) started to pay off, she said hi to me. with my name, MY name, not some random sub5 that she would consider a friend (at the very most). i thought it was my chance, i told her to give me her number and she surprisingly did, considering my shitty features and looks and posture and just everything horrible about me, it was quite surprising. i don't know how much luck i lost because of that but oh well, i shouldn't have chased after that foid anyway, but at the time, it was worth it. i was sick of waiting, yearning for her. i texted her, first text confessing EVERYTHING i thought was going to happen, our futures together and all together. were crushed as soon as she read that stupid message. she said "im sorry, i have a boyfriend.".. guess who it was?? SOME STUPID MOTHERFUCKING CHAD. i cant believe i seriously thought she was gonna like me. i was so fucking sped for women back then. im never going to date anybody ever again, i guess my life is doomed since i am this way but oh well, i should've been more attractive. anyway i want to fucking torture that foid so badly, i want her to realize just how badly she truly fucked up.
