LDAR update: first day of therapy tomorrow

[Qech__]

yes we are doing a reddit style update

update to this post:

First day of therapy tomorrow

I can't keep living like this. I don't want to waste my youth even more than I already have and grow old like this. I either need to kill myself or get my shit together. I pray that I'm not broken beyond repair.

incels.is

mfs nearly had me committed to a mental hospital. had multiple therapists talk to me while they deliberated over whether I needed to go to a hospital right away. bruh I have a math test tomorrow. if you are going to commit me against my will at least give me one day to get the test over with.

real issue is my suicidal thoughts are super mood-dependent. when i'm feeling like shit i genuinely want to kms but when my mood lifts even a little i can't even articulate why i felt that way. session happened during one of those "slightly less shit" moods so i ended up just trauma dumping instead of being honest about how bad it actually gets.

the eventually decided to not commit me and told me "there is a difference between someone who constantly thinks of suicide and someone who is actually going to do it" which is basically a watered down version of saying "you are an attention seeker." honestly didn't hurt given that my family has yelled at me and called me that insult before the last time I opened up to them.

I kinda regret going there now, given that there is some irl therapist knows way too much about my brain now. i feel naked as fuck, exposed, and uncomfortable. too bad you can't ctrl+z irl interactions. fuck this shit

 

[Pancakecel]

So, is that it then for therapy, or will you still be going to further sessions?

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I kinda regret going there now

We told you

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

 

[FromOuterVenus]

i feel naked as fuck, exposed, and uncomfortable.

Keep in mind these same therapists are with people like you during their Work Time. You're like a Wheat on a Wheat Field for them.

As long as you don't paint yourself Green or Shine unlike a Wheat, they won't notice and eventually see you as a "Part of the Wheat Field" and never notice you. They will still remember and know you, but you will just be irrelevant in a good way.

 

[Qech__]

So, is that it then for therapy, or will you still be going to further sessions?

Hate to say it but probably yeah. Don't want to make a preemptive judgement just yet and I don't really have other options if I want to reintegrate back into soyciety

 

[Pancakecel]

Hate to say it but probably yeah. Don't want to make a preemptive judgement just yet and I don't really have other options if I want to reintegrate back into soyciety

Are you sub5, or just an average looking guy with some mental health issues?

 

[Qech__]

Are you sub5, or just an average looking guy with some mental health issues?

Obese as fuck so sub5

 

[Pancakecel]

Obese as fuck so sub5

Ok, underneath the weight though, are you normal looking? If being fat is your main issue, then at least you can resolve that. In which case, therapy may help, if you have some mental barriers to weight loss.

 

[Qech__]

Ok, underneath the weight though, are you normal looking? If being fat is your main issue, then at least you can resolve that. In which case, therapy may help, if you have some mental barriers to weight loss.

Idk how I look under my weight because I have been obese all my life. but I do have lots of mental issues from being socially rejected and isolated my entire life

 

[no love found]

Good luck. I stopped going to therapy, but it does work for some people… just not me I guess

 

[Sir Silentium]

Who needs a therapist when you have .is?

 

[Sir Silentium]

.is is the uncensored therapy

 

[StarvingSlayer]

Obese as fuck so sub5

Go on some GLP-1s (like Ozempic) either way, losing the weight won´t hurt, maybe you look good underneath the fat. You can still do therapy if you feel like it helps you, I hate therapy though, never helped me at all, mostly gaslighting

 

[DrPolcel]

what kind of therapy is it?

 

[Thaway]

First day of stacies and HTNs gaslighting you.

 

[FromOuterVenus]

.is is the uncensored therapy

Not therapy it's just straight up facts

 

[Sir Silentium]

Not therapy it's just straight up facts

aka uncensored therapy

But then again there so much rubbish put out on here that you've just got to sift through

 

[EndraCel0]

Therapy is a jewish propaganda and isn't real, wake up