Hello.
So I am employed for the first time in 4 years and just wrapped up my first week of working 9 hours most days. In that time bracket, I have three panic attacks and a severe emotional meltdown - fortunately I have wonderful colleagues and a decent manager who miraculously seemed to care for me, never thought it is a possibility in retail.
I have earned a decent amount of cash and for the first time since adulthood lost 5 kgs of weight.
I also am mentally and physically tired enough to be dead asleep the moment I hit the hay. It has been just several years of being a pure insomniac.
And tomorrow I am going out with my book-club for a Christmas picnic to the nearby lake.
I am also regularly taking baths and shaving. The meal intake is more or less still a mess, but I am trying to include at least a fruit everyday.
So I am employed for the first time in 4 years and just wrapped up my first week of working 9 hours most days. In that time bracket, I have three panic attacks and a severe emotional meltdown - fortunately I have wonderful colleagues and a decent manager who miraculously seemed to care for me, never thought it is a possibility in retail.
I have earned a decent amount of cash and for the first time since adulthood lost 5 kgs of weight.
I also am mentally and physically tired enough to be dead asleep the moment I hit the hay. It has been just several years of being a pure insomniac.
And tomorrow I am going out with my book-club for a Christmas picnic to the nearby lake.
I am also regularly taking baths and shaving. The meal intake is more or less still a mess, but I am trying to include at least a fruit everyday.
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