Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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This is the first chapter of a sort of series of posts I wanna share. I took this initiative just to recap some key concepts, both to reinforce them and to give my contribution to the cause. I’ll try to keep it short, so I can stay consistent over the next days. I think I’ll do one per day, but can’t really promise, whatever.
It’s based on my own experience. I’ll polish the wording with AI a bit, just to make the message clearer (not my native language), but the thoughts are fully mine and the structure of my prompts remains the same. I wouldn’t post it otherwise, would be totally useless, like an IT user. But I like form so, lemme do my thing.
If u like this I will keep on posting obv.
/// Unveiling the Blackpill #1 ///
“Nothing awaits at the end of the road.”
The most unsettling thing about the Blackpill is that it leaves no escape road, none. Even when you try to shoulder its weight and face the pain playing out in your private life, it will stay always an unfinished chapter, a window left wide open. Over time I’ve become passive, withdrawn, quiet, evasive, and I’ve turned my wagie role into a means to an end, saving for a house, carving out a place where I can vanish into solitude, drift into neetdom. My mind tells me I’ve set a solid goal, but the truth is, every ambition in our condition is nothing more than a desperate shield against pain, a fragile shelter from suffering. These aren’t dreams, we don’t have those.
Even if I go full MGTOW, even if I embrace the silence, my identity will stay corroded, beyond repair. There will never be redemption, never a moment of peace. There is no destination, no resolution, but a long, reluctant march into a hollow future, unraveling the slow chronicle of how I ceased to exist.
I’m destined to live a boring daily life, eternally waiting.
The goal has always been my surrender.
It’s based on my own experience. I’ll polish the wording with AI a bit, just to make the message clearer (not my native language), but the thoughts are fully mine and the structure of my prompts remains the same. I wouldn’t post it otherwise, would be totally useless, like an IT user. But I like form so, lemme do my thing.
If u like this I will keep on posting obv.
/// Unveiling the Blackpill #1 ///
“Nothing awaits at the end of the road.”
The most unsettling thing about the Blackpill is that it leaves no escape road, none. Even when you try to shoulder its weight and face the pain playing out in your private life, it will stay always an unfinished chapter, a window left wide open. Over time I’ve become passive, withdrawn, quiet, evasive, and I’ve turned my wagie role into a means to an end, saving for a house, carving out a place where I can vanish into solitude, drift into neetdom. My mind tells me I’ve set a solid goal, but the truth is, every ambition in our condition is nothing more than a desperate shield against pain, a fragile shelter from suffering. These aren’t dreams, we don’t have those.
Even if I go full MGTOW, even if I embrace the silence, my identity will stay corroded, beyond repair. There will never be redemption, never a moment of peace. There is no destination, no resolution, but a long, reluctant march into a hollow future, unraveling the slow chronicle of how I ceased to exist.
I’m destined to live a boring daily life, eternally waiting.
The goal has always been my surrender.





