non_factor
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I went to college when I was 18,spent 2 years completely alone since I couldn't make any friends,anxiety and depression took over and I eventually dropped out.
I probably studied less than 30 hours total the whole time I was there,I didn't see any reason why I should waste my time staring at boring walls of text when I'm gonna spend the remainder of my miserable life completely alone.
Anyway,since suicide is not an option right now and I don't wanna work some backbreaking job I'm thinking of going back this year,but I know it's just gonna be the same shit all over again,so I'm interested in what motivates my fellow incels to spend hours and hours studying while your lives are miserable?
I probably studied less than 30 hours total the whole time I was there,I didn't see any reason why I should waste my time staring at boring walls of text when I'm gonna spend the remainder of my miserable life completely alone.
Anyway,since suicide is not an option right now and I don't wanna work some backbreaking job I'm thinking of going back this year,but I know it's just gonna be the same shit all over again,so I'm interested in what motivates my fellow incels to spend hours and hours studying while your lives are miserable?