Experiment Under which "pill" did you feel better?

[Mainländer]

I went through the three "pill" phases linearly (bluepill, ages 0-20, redpill, ages 21-28, blackpill, ages 28-now) so I'm in a good position to talk about how I felt at each stage.

Blue= I felt extremely sad and frustrated all the time because I thought I had a chance with the girls I liked, treated them well, always tried to talk and got either the cold shoulder or friendzoned, etc. I was basically the frustrated nice guy stereotype and it sucked.

Red= the one that made me feel the worst hands down. Kicking myself all the fucking time, thinking I'm the one and only responsible for not getting the type of girl I wanted, mass approaching hundreds of foids, reading tons of books, guides, etc, and still thinking it wasn't nowhere near good enough, etc.

Black= it still hurts, ngl, yeah, but as strange as it may look for some people, especially outsiders, this is the stage that made me feel the best. I know it's pretty much all about looks and it was never really my fault. I treated women well, I showered, I approached hundreds of foids in all possible ways (both warm, cold and internet), and nothing really worked. I got my closure and can focus on other things more peacefully, without thinking that I'm missing out on anything. Of course I still want a gf and sex, the desire doesn't go away, but at least I'm not kicking myself for it all day.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

When I was redpilled I felt better tbh lol.
The feeling of superiority and coping with history.

 

[happiless]

Red because I still had hope. I didn't mass approach though nor try really hard so that helped

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

When I had my poltard phase JFL

 

[Deleted member 20811]

Blackpill. The other pills have too much self blame. They dont acknowledge unchanable factors like face, race, height, and NT level.

 

[Mainländer]

When I was redpilled I felt better tbh lol.
The feeling of superiority and coping with history.

Tbh red made me feel good just at the very early stages of "taking" it. I was so naive and delusional I actually thought I had found the secret formula that would allow me to bewitch women and make them into my girlfriends and stuff. But I quickly realized it was a scam, continued just with the mass approaching stuff, and then gave up even on that. I don't regret mass approaching though.

I had more hope back when I was bluepilled.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

Tbh red made me feel good just at the very early stages of "taking" it. I was so naive and delusional I actually thought I had found the secret formula that would allow me to bewitch women and make them into my girlfriends and stuff. But I quickly realized it was a scam, continued just with the mass approaching stuff, and then gave up even on that. I don't regret mass approaching though.

I had more hope back when I was bluepilled.

I was coping with the fact that I’ll find a traditional woman to settle down with.
Just lol at the cope.

 

[Deleted member 21219]

For me it was the red pill. I would wake up in the morning, listen to trance music and get excited about hitting the gym. Now everything is gloomy and black JFL.

 

[omnigold]

Blackpill, was never bluepilled due to rough start in life.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

When I was redpilled I felt better tbh lol.
The feeling of superiority and coping with history.

 

[SryMyEnglish]

Black, but how I can well remember I was never fully black/red nor bluepilled, even in my bluepilled days I've never approached because I knew even back then that I'm unattractive. But now though I'm blackpilled I can't comprehend it, I can't fully embrace it like "lol WHAT there is so many girls around me every day and I will end up dying virgin" FITTA I JUST CAN'T I CAN'T

 

[Saudade]

Black, but how I can well remember I was never fully black/red nor bluepilled, even in my bluepilled days I've never approached because I knew even back then that I'm unattractive. But now though I'm blackpilled I can't comprehend it, I can't fully embrace it like "lol WHAT there is so many girls around me every day and I will end up dying virgin" FITTA I JUST CAN'T I CAN'T

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[Monk of Failure]

Black, undoubtedly.

 

[TheCrock]

The red pill gave me hope. I thought that I could become a popular Alpha male that gets women just by following their advice.
But, eventually, it dawned on me that it's all a bunch of bullshit if you're short and ugly, it only works for normies.

 

[Hate_my_life]

Bluepill gave me a false sense of hope.

The blackpill has made me go insane.

 

[JohnDcel]

The bluepill was just an excuse to go out of the bed and have my mom happy with false hope about my future.

I discovered the redpill shortly after dropping out of high school and its advices like gymmaxxing or being alpha/NT never convinced me due to what I've seen in school, like the short gymmmaxxed classmate virgin and friendzoned (his words), the ugly and short but NT guy never seen with a girl, etc while the good-looking, blonde haired guy with blue eyes who joined class in January started to cuddle with two girls in class after 2 days despite being new while they treated me and the other ugly guys like trash, not counting other situations where I overheard girls talking about good looking guys who didn't look "alpha" at all. So I never had a red pill phase.

The blackpill just showed how things truly are and that made me feel better.

 

[Mainländer]

The bluepill was just an excuse to go out of the bed and have my mom happy with false hope about my future.

I discovered the redpill shortly after dropping out of high school and its advices like gymmaxxing or being alpha/NT never convinced me due to what I've seen in school, like the short gymmmaxxed classmate virgin and friendzoned (his words), the ugly and short but NT guy never seen with a girl, etc while the good-looking, blonde haired guy with blue eyes who joined class in January started to cuddle with two girls in class after 2 days despite being new while they treated me and the other ugly guys like trash, not counting other situations where I overheard girls talking about good looking guys who didn't look "alpha" at all. So I never had a red pill phase.

The blackpill just showed how things truly are and that made me feel better.

I had the same experience in college. The better-looking guys started getting hugged and kissed by the girls left and right within a few weeks of classes.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

Blue tbh because that was when I was a much younger child and still deluded

 

[Deleted member 6753]

blackpill is best. i know i'll never have a chance so I just don't try.

 

[Neggr]

Red because I thought I was still able to change smth

 

[ironmanlet321]

Black because I’m not lying to myself about sexual dynamics

 

[Deleted member 677]

The Godpill.

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

Blue in the first years then total depression and isolation. I switched to black from red when i realized i wasn't a volcel mgtow but an incel and that no foid will feel compassion for male deficiency f eks my non NT mind. I feel bad when i take the blackpill to the extreme but at least i'm trying some white pill now through roman paganism