- Jan 14, 2019
I fucking hate this world. Since I was born all everyone around me did was shove me around, discourage me and manipulate me. Then when I turn out a fucking miserable failure because they orchestrated my life to be destroyed perfectly like a fucking symphony, these lying bastards have the balls to act concerned and use that as an excuse to bully and ruin me further. I have never seen the look of admiration from others. At best I got looks of surprise when I did decent in sports. This rage is unbearable. It's a never ending pool of lava that will haunt my soul until the day I die. I want to live on past my death, I want to haunt this world and punish the children of those who did this to me. I want to see the look of invincible narcissism and ego drip away as they realize how fragile life is, as they realize how truly horrific the nature of existing really is. No more protection, no more tattling on supervisors when I try to crush their ego, no more whining and crying, no more tolerance of psychopathic behavior. This is what awaits me and the vast majority, if not all of you here reading this when death comes. I am prepared for it. I will happily sacrifice my life for any kind of goal as long as it gives me the opportunity to finally let out my fury against these hypocrites who ruined us for nothing more than looks.