I'm doing it and I recommend it to everyone.
I have sex with several prostitutes and shemales, shemales always let me have sex without condoms and woman let me have sex without condoms if I pay more.
I probably already have HIV, I believe I've had sex with 30 escorts without a condom. I've already gotten gonorrhea twice.
It is a good cope, because I feel pleasure. But I do not do this wanting to kill anyone, is that sex without a condom is much better 100x better.
A pleasurable suicide. This is the best cope of all, nowadays I do not feel as angry as before.