Tjaldur
I'm so sad
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- Dec 15, 2021
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I received a phone call from a private number only to hear "it's the police we're waiting outside the door could you come down and open it" Two male officers came and showed me their badge and I took them to my room.
They began asking questions about my life, hobbies, what I do in my spare time etc. One guy was asking the questions and other with a notepad and pen was writing it down. He then mentioned they are here due to my involvement with the incel community. They then explain that I'm not in trouble and that they're here to help.
They said they will get me involved with the Channel Panel and this is voluntary.
I could ask them for anything I needed help with like housing, hobbies, mental health and they can get many agencies and people to help with that. It sounded like an exaggerated sales pitch to be honest. I agreed and they left but they didn't mention how it will all proceed following this meeting.
I googled what it is and it states that it is "a programme which focuses on providing support at an early stage to people who are identified as being vulnerable to being drawn into terrorism." This has me really worried, because I'm not a harmful person and my issues are now considered to be something related to terrorism which is really upsetting.
I've been crying and venting about my life and depression with doctors and authorities for over a new year now and this is the only stage they've taken me to. I'm still waiting to be appointed to a psychiatrist and get anti-depressants. I've listed myself to get a psychologist for two years. I have not gotten anything.
They've only given phone numbers to different charities thinking a phone call will somehow lift me up and they continue to repeat the same bullshit platitudes.
I look at some of the female posters on sanctioned suicide and they talk about how they've received medication, a psychologist, had multiple ex-boyfriends and friends but for some reason they want to die. Holy shit. I've been fighting for 2 years to get some help and I get seen as a potential risk for harm
They began asking questions about my life, hobbies, what I do in my spare time etc. One guy was asking the questions and other with a notepad and pen was writing it down. He then mentioned they are here due to my involvement with the incel community. They then explain that I'm not in trouble and that they're here to help.
They said they will get me involved with the Channel Panel and this is voluntary.
I could ask them for anything I needed help with like housing, hobbies, mental health and they can get many agencies and people to help with that. It sounded like an exaggerated sales pitch to be honest. I agreed and they left but they didn't mention how it will all proceed following this meeting.
I googled what it is and it states that it is "a programme which focuses on providing support at an early stage to people who are identified as being vulnerable to being drawn into terrorism." This has me really worried, because I'm not a harmful person and my issues are now considered to be something related to terrorism which is really upsetting.
I've been crying and venting about my life and depression with doctors and authorities for over a new year now and this is the only stage they've taken me to. I'm still waiting to be appointed to a psychiatrist and get anti-depressants. I've listed myself to get a psychologist for two years. I have not gotten anything.
They've only given phone numbers to different charities thinking a phone call will somehow lift me up and they continue to repeat the same bullshit platitudes.
I look at some of the female posters on sanctioned suicide and they talk about how they've received medication, a psychologist, had multiple ex-boyfriends and friends but for some reason they want to die. Holy shit. I've been fighting for 2 years to get some help and I get seen as a potential risk for harm
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