iloveporn
blackpilled misanthropist / recovering addict
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something i like about western culture is how fucking sexualized it is. its a huge fucking market. given the fact that i am pretty much invisible to women in terms of smv, i've resorted to watching porn. lots of porn. i like it, i enjoy it. i dont care.
but every time i watch porn, as much as i enjoy it i cant help but subconsciously think of two things.
1- on instagram there is OF ads everywhere. sometimes straight up porn. and whenever im lusting over these women i swear it feels like theyre saying:
"Look at me, I'm so hot. I know you want to fuck me, but you can't because you're a fucking loser so now go ahead and jack off for me pathetic bot"
So this just creates a lot of frustration because it is true. i cant fuck them, and probably never will. That fantasy of fucking a big tits pretty face blonde might never come true. so i just go ahead and jack off.
2- Just knowing that im looking at these beautiful women lusting HARD AF over them while being completely unable to fuck them. fuck man. it's like looking at food thru a panel of bulletproof glass while being extremely hungry.
another thing is the fact that im never gonna be able to suck asuka's tits. pull cammy's hair. eat claire redfields pussy. 3D SFM is in my top 3 most watched genres, next to lesbian and bjs. but its just such a distant fantasy, it hurts.
fuck everything
but every time i watch porn, as much as i enjoy it i cant help but subconsciously think of two things.
1- on instagram there is OF ads everywhere. sometimes straight up porn. and whenever im lusting over these women i swear it feels like theyre saying:
"Look at me, I'm so hot. I know you want to fuck me, but you can't because you're a fucking loser so now go ahead and jack off for me pathetic bot"
So this just creates a lot of frustration because it is true. i cant fuck them, and probably never will. That fantasy of fucking a big tits pretty face blonde might never come true. so i just go ahead and jack off.
2- Just knowing that im looking at these beautiful women lusting HARD AF over them while being completely unable to fuck them. fuck man. it's like looking at food thru a panel of bulletproof glass while being extremely hungry.
another thing is the fact that im never gonna be able to suck asuka's tits. pull cammy's hair. eat claire redfields pussy. 3D SFM is in my top 3 most watched genres, next to lesbian and bjs. but its just such a distant fantasy, it hurts.
fuck everything





