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Twas over before Twas began

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It was over before it started in the first place so why should I complain about something I never had at all?


I shouldnt be complaining about something I never had Its just a lottery some people born with better looks some people not
 
Because it severely affects your life quality
 
There is nothing to miss, but a lot to crave.
 
It’s all ogre now..
 
If it never began why the fuck do we all still have the fucking need implanted inside our brains to reproduce :lasereyes:

But, it is over indeed :feelsrope:
 
Our story begins in 2013. Intellau was 15, and Shannon was 12. It's a story of inequality in group therapy.

I was an anxious fifteen-year-old with MDD and GAD. Each day, I was filled with crippling anxiety/"hazy depression" and would often start "shaking" on the way to group therapy. They gave me stress balls so I would stop fidgeting with my hands during therapy time. Still, the group psychologist considered me "NT" and often criticized me for my failure to make eye contact with other people in the room/failure to speak to other group youth(Social cue problems).

Shannon Rose Bosanac was a twelve-year-old with "social anxiety" and "depression". During group therapy, I was told to speak to Shannon, which was ignored because she preferred a taller, older boy over me and sat near him daily. The psychologists eventually switched Shannon to another group out of concern for her "progress"(They believed I was "negatively influencing" her by behaving in accordance with my illnesses); Shannon would mimic my neuro-atypical gestures to get attention.

Interesting given Shannon had little issue chatting with friends/associates outside of group therapy. Observe:

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(Shannon, Carlie, Mariah)

Note that I had no friends or associates outside of group therapy and yet was being asked to pander to a pretty White lass with shallow thinking. This was during a time when I was being verbally and physically abused by one of my parents for being unable to function like NTs.
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Now:

"Autonomous Ultra Instinct ([UWSL]身勝手みがっての極意ごくい[/UWSL] Migatte no Goku'i, lit. "The Secret of the Self-centered")"

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With each part of the body able to think and act on its own, the user of this technique is able to automatically react to any situation or threat with the perfect move with perfect timing. They don’t even need to acknowledge the threat; meaning the user can still fight effectively, even if they are focusing on something else
 
It was over before it started in the first place so why should I complain about something I never had at all?


I shouldnt be complaining about something I never had Its just a lottery some people born with better looks some people not
It's because you get gaslit into thinking you will have it while growing up. If I knew it was over from the beginning and nobody tried to delude me otherwise then I might be at peace with this but 20 plus years of lying takes its toll.
 

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