It's my 18th birthday today, like always nobody cared. I have no one in my contacts to wish me well, no friends to throw a party with, no gf to eat out with and spend time tonight. I thought my parents might have prepared something for me this year after I've became more open to them about my loneliness and inceldom. I waited all day for a surprise tonight but i was wrong. I kept hinting them about it with the faint hope that they still care. I was wrong, non of them even knew until i told them it was, my mom pretended she was very sorry for not getting me anything and that she promise to make it up to me tomorrow and I could buy whatever I wanted. My dad straight up told me if i was less of a failure he'd care more about me. Nobody forgot anything when it was my sister's birthday, they threw a party for her and all her friends came with gifts, there was even guys and I saw on instagram many people posted her birthday on their story. I don't expect anything from anybody anymore, not even some decency or care.
