Venting Trying to improve life, but I have barely any motivation left to do so

[Deleted member 8353]

Seriously I don't think my energy level could be any lower, I'm tired all the time, wish I could just sleep forever. I've been making an effort to stop rotting, but it's hard to find a reason to do anything at all. Even if I eventually manage to get a decent job, what exactly is the point? So I get to be more financially secure and can spend more time living this shit life? Just fucking lol@ that.

Almost everything stresses me out (including the most trivial or basic shit you can think of), I have absolutely zero hope for the future, and I barely even enjoy anything. I'm 25, khhv, and an abject failure at life in every measurable respect. The only thing I have to look forward to is decades of either rotting or wageslaving, and both sound equally unappealing. If I had a shotgun in my house, I'd destroy my fucking brain right now, no question. Don't know how much longer I can keep doing this tbh, I've genuinely never felt worse.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

I have to study for a test tomorrow and I just finished it with the motivation to watch Girls und Panzer afterwards.
That’s what I do, I use my mom’s strategy of giving me access to the PC after studying / doing anything related to hard work.

 

[BlackPill Scholar]

I feel you bro. I dropped out of high school back when I was 16 just before the final year and then dropped out of college aswell. I still got my high-school qualifications, as I took them privately. I don't know what I'm gonna do about college education though. My dad is pushing me to do this online business course. I don't know what to do.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I dropped out of high school back when I was 16 just before the final year and then dropped out of college aswell.

Relatable tbh, I dropped out of high school and I've done very little sense. It just feels like my life is basically over, the only reason I have to continue living is so I don't make my parents sad, but I feel like the whose situation is more unfair to me than them. I didn't choose this fucking life, and it's frustrating to feel like I have stay alive for their sake.

 

[Indari]

do calisthenics

 

[Blacktarpill]

Im pretty motivated these days. Having goals effect me positively.

 

[WawelDragon1683]

I relate extremeli. I honestly lost the motivation to do even the slightest task. I just wanna lock myself in my bedroom and never leave. I don't want to try anymore because i know i wiill fail. And i'm so sick of failure.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I’m sorry you feel that way man , I wish you good luck. I have been trying to find motivation in other people(family) to try any kind of improvement. It hasn’t worked so far , I barely have any energy and i’m hopeless for the future. I’m gonna try to do changes in my daily routine and see if I can get any positive results.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I’m gonna try to do changes in my daily routine and see if I can get any positive results.

I'm doing this too, already fixed my sleeping so I wake up at 6AM everyday. Not sure that it's helped me though, as now I'm even more tired, but I need to have a normal sleeping pattern if I'm going to wageslave.

 

[JohnDcel]

This and all your other posts are very relatable tbh, I should go out to cut my hair and try to start a diet but I have 0 motivations since I can't really see a reason to keep going, I just lost interest in life, I'm nervous and sad 24/7. To get a good job you need looks and connections, I have neither, and even if you manage to find a decent one to keep coping people will always consider you the creepy and weird guy who is never seen with a woman.

 

[Vermilioncore]

It's simply over

 

[⠀⠀⠀]

Everything is going to be alright frien. We're all in this shit hole together.