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Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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- May 29, 2018
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Seriously I don't think my energy level could be any lower, I'm tired all the time, wish I could just sleep forever. I've been making an effort to stop rotting, but it's hard to find a reason to do anything at all. Even if I eventually manage to get a decent job, what exactly is the point? So I get to be more financially secure and can spend more time living this shit life? Just fucking lol@ that.
Almost everything stresses me out (including the most trivial or basic shit you can think of), I have absolutely zero hope for the future, and I barely even enjoy anything. I'm 25, khhv, and an abject failure at life in every measurable respect. The only thing I have to look forward to is decades of either rotting or wageslaving, and both sound equally unappealing. If I had a shotgun in my house, I'd destroy my fucking brain right now, no question. Don't know how much longer I can keep doing this tbh, I've genuinely never felt worse.
Almost everything stresses me out (including the most trivial or basic shit you can think of), I have absolutely zero hope for the future, and I barely even enjoy anything. I'm 25, khhv, and an abject failure at life in every measurable respect. The only thing I have to look forward to is decades of either rotting or wageslaving, and both sound equally unappealing. If I had a shotgun in my house, I'd destroy my fucking brain right now, no question. Don't know how much longer I can keep doing this tbh, I've genuinely never felt worse.