I've been LDARing/rotting too hard lately
My sleep schedule is fucked up, my diet is also fucked up badly, and furthermore I haven't gotten started on the shit I need to do for job applications. A big part of it is due to anxiety over it, but I also don't know what to do aside from the generic "apply online, use Indeed for a search, etc"
I don't have any of the connections many have, due to socialmaxxing at college, joining Fraternities(societies) or student organizations or clubs. I never did any of the shit at all. I should have, I could have, but due to me trying to socialmaxx in other scenes, fucking up, and being a depressed, rotting collegecel who felt like the biggest piece of failure to ever exist due to fucking up two of my classes poorly and being unable to transfer to a better university.
In fact, I haven't even coped well much. I watched some LOGH last night which was nice, but I haven't even played vidya much. I've barely even posted here, I've legit just rotted; That's all.
I need to get my shit together. I can't keep going through these bullshit "cycles" where I rot, feel worse, waste time, and then hate my self even more.
My sleep schedule is fucked up, my diet is also fucked up badly, and furthermore I haven't gotten started on the shit I need to do for job applications. A big part of it is due to anxiety over it, but I also don't know what to do aside from the generic "apply online, use Indeed for a search, etc"
I don't have any of the connections many have, due to socialmaxxing at college, joining Fraternities(societies) or student organizations or clubs. I never did any of the shit at all. I should have, I could have, but due to me trying to socialmaxx in other scenes, fucking up, and being a depressed, rotting collegecel who felt like the biggest piece of failure to ever exist due to fucking up two of my classes poorly and being unable to transfer to a better university.
In fact, I haven't even coped well much. I watched some LOGH last night which was nice, but I haven't even played vidya much. I've barely even posted here, I've legit just rotted; That's all.
I need to get my shit together. I can't keep going through these bullshit "cycles" where I rot, feel worse, waste time, and then hate my self even more.
