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So lol I was in my chemistry class and I saw a girl that was literally my looksmatch, and I found her cute. So anyway I’m like let’s just go try, what’s the worst that can happen? I’ve already been rejected before. So anyway I go sit beside her, do some normie talk and since we had 20 minutes before class started I had a decent amount of time to talk. And ya were talking convos going nicley, I get in a few jokes, she laughs at them and I’m like for a minute I get bluepilled, like could this be the moment, personality might actually be working. But the black pills never wrong. As the class fills up there a seat beside her and his high-tier normie/Chadlite just walks in and sits beside her. This dude has literally never been to any of the classes yet, my looksmatch just starts chatting him up, but when I sat beside her I HAD TO START THE CONVO. I literally got destoyed my brain racing and I got this weird chill across my body. I was forgotten she was acting if I was invisible just gone. I tried to compete with a chad lite try to get a few words but I couldn’t I was like that annoying bug that keeps coming in your face but you can’t kill it. I just sat there heart beating at that pathetic attempt. As if I can compete with a Chadlite. And there was a minute left before class started I was about to burst into tears my body was cold asf and I just got out and left, at that point I didn’t care if she noticed but she didn’t just siting here talking to chadlite. My days are usually shitty but that literally just destroyed me.
