hikkicel
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I am utterly defeated, can’t take pleasure in any activities, can’t even express any emotions properly except the miserable sub5 look (even if I try to smile, it feels and looks off since there hasn’t been anything to smile about for the past decade of my chud life) while lacking any humor whatsoever. I don’t even have the energy to truly hate or despise anyone. I have absolutely no drive to start or do something; I can only Lay Down and Rot in my sub5 beta male room. I can’t enjoy any Goyslop movies/series nor vidya for years now. I don’t even really enjoy masturbation but this is the only thing left that at least slightly energizes me. I have no personality, no belief system, no real strong meaningful opinions to live by. I only wait to die in my rotting decaying body but my chud life has only started relatively recently: I don’t have the balls to ropemax, so I’m caged in an unbearable existence just cuz my normie parents were so keen on continuing their misery. I wish I‘d be deported to a concentration camp so I got the coup the grace and freed from all of this soyciety bullshit 






