CrimsonPine47
Repeal the 19th
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I have never once enjoyed school. Not elementary, not middle, or high school. There are people out there, that have, at the very least, enjoyed one part of school. Some might say "elementary was fun" or "high school was the best" or "college rocks." Why? All because of some nostalgia.
Every stage was just full of disappointment for me. Elementary was fucking boring and isolating, knowing that I was falling behind in my classes and watching my classmates make friends while I couldn't. Middle school was the same, but with added bullying that started the very last year of elementary occurred. Some people said that middle school was the time to figure out my identity. Instead of figuring out my identity, I figured out how much I didn't belong, getting even worse as high school and college rolled around.
There's nothing for me to look back upon, just things to stuff in the back of my head in hopes of forgetting it all. I can't even call it the "good old days."
I have never believed them in the slightest when they said I would enjoy each stage of education, and I never will. They told me too many lies about each stage of education, about how it would be the "best years of my life." Why should I believe that work would be any different? The job market is shit. If I got a job, I would have to deal with bosses, deadlines, work politics, and worst of all, foids.
In middle school, they told me at the end of the year that I would like high school a lot because it would be "fun" (lots of things to study). I went to high school and fucking hated it.
In high school, they told me that I would like college for the same reason. I went to college (was pressured) and I fucking hated it.
Now that I'm in college, they're telling me the same bullshit about how "I would like my job" because of how different it would be compared to school.
Fuck my life.
Every stage was just full of disappointment for me. Elementary was fucking boring and isolating, knowing that I was falling behind in my classes and watching my classmates make friends while I couldn't. Middle school was the same, but with added bullying that started the very last year of elementary occurred. Some people said that middle school was the time to figure out my identity. Instead of figuring out my identity, I figured out how much I didn't belong, getting even worse as high school and college rolled around.
There's nothing for me to look back upon, just things to stuff in the back of my head in hopes of forgetting it all. I can't even call it the "good old days."
I have never believed them in the slightest when they said I would enjoy each stage of education, and I never will. They told me too many lies about each stage of education, about how it would be the "best years of my life." Why should I believe that work would be any different? The job market is shit. If I got a job, I would have to deal with bosses, deadlines, work politics, and worst of all, foids.
In middle school, they told me at the end of the year that I would like high school a lot because it would be "fun" (lots of things to study). I went to high school and fucking hated it.
In high school, they told me that I would like college for the same reason. I went to college (was pressured) and I fucking hated it.
Now that I'm in college, they're telling me the same bullshit about how "I would like my job" because of how different it would be compared to school.
Fuck my life.





