Haven't been out enough to have that happen in irl, but the many times I've joined chatrooms, especially in big ones, that usually is the case.
And the last time I did was on reddit.
Used to constantly defend myself and argue with them, but then after that one event, something just snapped. I stopped caring.
This is how people are, no matter where I go. When you act different, or awkward in some way, when you make the smallest mistake, they're going to attack you viciously.
I don't need that anymore. I don't need to prove anything to these filthy monkeys anymore, or rather... I never did; just didn't realize it until that day.
They can fight and quarrel amongst themselves in being the "alpha gorilla". I'll build my own kingdom. I'll remember every insult they throw at me, and find a way to make use of it; as fuel, as ammunition, as building blocks for my castle, as armor, and so on.
View: https://youtu.be/nX0yw31JKlA?si=xCV7PuPdUq8u-t53
What's wrong? Didn't you lots wanted a reason to justify your hatred towards me? Did you not want to see my worth???
COME! LET ME GIVE YOU A REASON. LET ME FORCE YOUR HEADS DEEPER INTO THE SAND YOU SO LOVE TO BURY YOURSELVES INTO, THAT YOU MAY NEVER ESCAPE.
I WILL BE YOUR STRONG DELUSION.