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I just have to keep going...
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It's 5am, I am seating in bed can't sleep all night.
I am tryna Ng to cry so hard but I am just so fucking dead inside I can't even cry anymore, I am thinking about how old I am now, how much time I wasted , how fucking unredeemebly ugly I am..
Please, just one good experience in this life, can I have at least this much. I just want to have a good time in SEA and Pattaya but I'm 29 and ugly asf it might not even work.
I don't even know anymore, I don't wanna be alive nothing good ever happens to me. I just hope this sea trip and Pattaya won't be the final nail in my coffin, nobody can fucking carry this much on his head, not even me, I just can't do it it's just too much. Please cut me some slack whatever fucking entity is running this world.
I am tryna Ng to cry so hard but I am just so fucking dead inside I can't even cry anymore, I am thinking about how old I am now, how much time I wasted , how fucking unredeemebly ugly I am..
Please, just one good experience in this life, can I have at least this much. I just want to have a good time in SEA and Pattaya but I'm 29 and ugly asf it might not even work.
I don't even know anymore, I don't wanna be alive nothing good ever happens to me. I just hope this sea trip and Pattaya won't be the final nail in my coffin, nobody can fucking carry this much on his head, not even me, I just can't do it it's just too much. Please cut me some slack whatever fucking entity is running this world.