FakeFakecel
PhD in Agony & Anguish
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Whenever someone I'm in the same room with/is near me is laughing,I literally instictively assume they're laughing at how ugly I am or how much of a loser I must be to be this lonely and quiet.
At first this happened to me at middle school. 2 (3?) foids were talking among themselves and I was kinda just sitting at my chair,which is across from them on the same desk.It was a boring class and I was thinking deeply about something probably retarded. Until I noticed they were chuckling,looking me straight in the eye. Before I even did or said anything one of them said ''Sorry'' but kept giggling. I remember also faking a laugh because I thought something genuinely funny just happened and I didn't want to seem weird. I don't remember much after that but I'm pretty sure she said ew.
Ever since then whenever I hear any laughter near me I immediately think someone saw my subhuman face and it was too much for them. I genuinely also think this changed my brain, because I keep laughing at inappropriate moments or just randomly. This has sticked with me even after all those years. I think a truecel has gone through this countless times because I've seen more people discuss their similar experiences.
Well,it goes without saying,but damn elementary/middle school foids to hell.
At first this happened to me at middle school. 2 (3?) foids were talking among themselves and I was kinda just sitting at my chair,which is across from them on the same desk.It was a boring class and I was thinking deeply about something probably retarded. Until I noticed they were chuckling,looking me straight in the eye. Before I even did or said anything one of them said ''Sorry'' but kept giggling. I remember also faking a laugh because I thought something genuinely funny just happened and I didn't want to seem weird. I don't remember much after that but I'm pretty sure she said ew.
Ever since then whenever I hear any laughter near me I immediately think someone saw my subhuman face and it was too much for them. I genuinely also think this changed my brain, because I keep laughing at inappropriate moments or just randomly. This has sticked with me even after all those years. I think a truecel has gone through this countless times because I've seen more people discuss their similar experiences.
Well,it goes without saying,but damn elementary/middle school foids to hell.