Venting Truecel trait: People Laugh At You Just for Existing

[hikkicel]

In school (especially after middle school), I was an almost permanently mute friendless loner everyone deemed weird and creepy. Every time I had to interact with others in group projects or worse - take presentations in front of the class -, I was almost always brutally reminded of my subhumanity cuz I was laughed at or bullied just for being me trying not to bother anyone. I talked with a monotonous defeated voice, and people would just Laugh at me as If I’m not a human anymore. It was painfully humiliating, and although I was used to this treatment, I could never stand it.

Up to this day, I e.g. vividly remember this one time when I had to do a very short 2min presentation in class and when I stood there basically just reading my text cuz I was too lazy to memorize it, the whole class including the fucking substitute teacher bursted out Laughing for like straight 20 seconds cuz I’m awkward.

After every school day, something inside of me died until I ultimately became the sociophobic hikikomori neet mess I‘m today. Brutal

 

[Dcel]

this happened to me as well, i use to get recorded and laughed at

 

[hikkicel]

this happened to me as well, i use to get recorded and laughed at

I was also recorded several times without my consent

 

[Dcel]

I was also recorded several times without my consent

this dude recorded me from the side when i was walking and i wanted to punch him, literally targeted my subhuman side profile on purpose

 

[Eastwest404]

Hear, hear, I too have those reinforced memories of being laughed off or ignored, rarely any positive reaction

 

[Rapistcel]

In school (especially after middle school), I was an almost permanently mute friendless loner everyone deemed weird and creepy. Every time I had to interact with others in group projects or worse - take presentations in front of the class -, I was almost always brutally reminded of my subhumanity cuz I was laughed at or bullied just for being me trying not to bother anyone. I talked with a monotonous defeated voice, and people would just Laugh at me as If I’m not a human anymore. It was painfully humiliating, and although I was used to this treatment, I could never stand it.

Up to this day, I e.g. vividly remember this one time when I had to do a very short 2min presentation in class and when I stood there basically just reading my text cuz I was too lazy to memorize it, the whole class including the fucking substitute teacher bursted out Laughing for like straight 20 seconds cuz I’m awkward.

After every school day, something inside of me died until I ultimately became the sociophobic hikikomori neet mess I‘m today. Brutal

Basically my school experience

 

[Nithingr]

The snort

 

[Neurotic]

Same. Normies would also say things like “imagine JohnDough doing *insert normal random activity*” as if me just existing was the most hilarious thing in the world

 

[Lilwonkycliffy53]

In school (especially after middle school), I was an almost permanently mute friendless loner everyone deemed weird and creepy. Every time I had to interact with others in group projects or worse - take presentations in front of the class -, I was almost always brutally reminded of my subhumanity cuz I was laughed at or bullied just for being me trying not to bother anyone. I talked with a monotonous defeated voice, and people would just Laugh at me as If I’m not a human anymore. It was painfully humiliating, and although I was used to this treatment, I could never stand it.

Up to this day, I e.g. vividly remember this one time when I had to do a very short 2min presentation in class and when I stood there basically just reading my text cuz I was too lazy to memorize it, the whole class including the fucking substitute teacher bursted out Laughing for like straight 20 seconds cuz I’m awkward.

After every school day, something inside of me died until I ultimately became the sociophobic hikikomori neet mess I‘m today. Brutal

How tall r u out of curosity

 

[hikkicel]

How tall r u out of curosity

5‘11

 

[Kshatriya]

How tall r u out of curosity

Its not the heght don't ve a dummy
One of the tallest guys in high school used to be bullied and laughed at af for being a WEIRDO NERD

 

[Hermes]

this happened to me as well, i use to get recorded and laughed at

 

[hikkicel]

Its not the heght don't ve a dummy
One of the tallest guys in high school used to be bullied and laughed at af for being a WEIRDO NERD

I also had a comically tall but lanky sub5 class mate in school, and he was even beaten by others unlike me who was only ridiculed. I‘d even say I was like 5% less subhuman than him overall lmao. He was deeply mentally challenged, too, I believe. Brutal

 

[Kshatriya]

I also had a comically tall but lanky sub5 class mate in school, and he was even beaten by others unlike me who was only ridiculed. I‘d even say I was like 5% less subhuman than him overall lmao. He was deeply mentally challenged, too, I believe. Brutal

THIS. Blackpill ideology needs to be more studied and developed, many tall niggas get bullied, and many manlets are inthe "popular" group. To define what makes an incel an incel is very complex.

 

[Lilwonkycliffy53]

THIS. Blackpill ideology needs to be more studied and developed, many tall niggas get bullied, and many manlets are inthe "popular" group. To define what makes an incel an incel is very complex.

Height plays a huge roll

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Up to this day, I e.g. vividly remember this one time when I had to do a very short 2min presentation in class and when I stood there basically just reading my text cuz I was too lazy to memorize it, the whole class including the fucking substitute teacher bursted out Laughing for like straight 20 seconds cuz I’m awkward.

After every school day, something inside of me died until I ultimately became the sociophobic hikikomori neet mess I‘m today. Brutal

That's awful, man. I'm sorry

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

THIS. Blackpill ideology needs to be more studied and developed, many tall niggas get bullied, and many manlets are inthe "popular" group. To define what makes an incel an incel is very complex.

It comes down to a combination of factors, such as neurotype, facial attractiveness, dimorphism, clavicle length, and other physical features; someone who is tall can still be subjected to bullying if he falls short in his neurotype, facial features, and has narrow clavicles, since his height alone simply isn't enough to compensate for all the negative features he has.

 

[NoIdeaWhy]

this happened to me as well, i use to get recorded and laughed at