4-eyedcel
The ultimate mentalcel
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In the past 2 years, no one besides my parents wished me a merry christmas, in partys I'm always ignored by pretty much 80% the rest of my family, the other 20% is my family mocking me for being weird.
But the most brutal experience I had with Christmas was when I was eating my food in silence and bothering no one, my cousin arrives late to the party and the table was already full, she tells me "(4-eyedcel), can you please go eat in another place so I can sit there?", my mother hears this and demands me to leave, I leave, I go to a isolated room and eat the rest of my food crying.
After the party ended my mother searched for me and FUCKING asked "where did you go?"
I'm such a piece of garbage that I'm not supposed to be near even my family in holidays, I hate myself
But the most brutal experience I had with Christmas was when I was eating my food in silence and bothering no one, my cousin arrives late to the party and the table was already full, she tells me "(4-eyedcel), can you please go eat in another place so I can sit there?", my mother hears this and demands me to leave, I leave, I go to a isolated room and eat the rest of my food crying.
After the party ended my mother searched for me and FUCKING asked "where did you go?"
I'm such a piece of garbage that I'm not supposed to be near even my family in holidays, I hate myself
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